Nov Bus 20 - CD1 can suck hairy b*lls

[Juno231]

Come join us on our TTC journeys - all you need is a sense of humour!

Bus history:
June - 24 BFPs
July - 11 BFPs
August - 18 BFPs
September - 4 BFPs
October - 5 BFPs

Upcoming testing dates:
@Juno231 - October 26th
@hrps - October 27th
@dsr87 - October 28th
@runnergirl1 - October 28th
@clairey844 - October 30th
@lilacflower12 - October 30th
@notyetamumbuttrying - October 31st
@2alreadywantanother - October 31st
@katao - November 1st
@BellsB1 - November 1st
@2020mission - November 2nd
@Florence13 - November 2nd
@Joanna1009 - November 5th
@nestinginNL - November 18th
@missgoldilocks - November 20th
@Hopeful110 - November 22nd
@Franklydear - November 22nd
@mrsbear1122 - November 28th

@sausage1990 @skip86 @vil10 @minster2012 @kay00 @lucyrp

Marking my spot! Please can you put me down for testing 23rd November!

@Juno231 thanks for the tag and the new bus🥰 i'm going to be waiting af or testing around the 5th november i think!

Marking place

@Juno231 I know right! Its so random! I've never had dayssss of watery cm before ovulation! Maximum 2 days before..its died off today so 🤞 ill ovulate in the next day or so. But its a very late ovulation... cd31, I did think the date ff said I ovulated was abit early cd12! I normally ovulate between cd17 and cd 21... so this is still abit late but hey ho, maybe stressing about ttc delayed it? If that's possible :/ xx thanks for the tag though :)

Not long now till my testing day, I've got really sore boobs today which has given me a little bit of hope, but then again they often come just before AF. I've still got my fingers, toes and everything else under the sun crossed but I'm not optimistic for some reason.

@Hrps 🤞🏻For you

Need to place mark and get my seat warm on the bus babes

Haha just realised we're still a week away from Nov! Thought it was way sooner than that for some reason 🙊

@Franklydear thanks! Any baby dust gratefully accepted! 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞

@Minster2012 love the last comment on the last thread 🤩
@Juno231 this year is just a blur, really.... if you didn’t point it out nobody would noticed

@lucyrp that sounds like a good plan though!! Good idea to get your debts out the way then buy too, it's so hard now for younger people to get a mortgage isn't it!

@Franklydear there you go, took 19 buses but mystery solved 😂 bloody android

@Vil10 i mean they're not really debts but yeah want to get them out of the way, more like a car on finance and a credit card but just want them done out the way😂 yeah so hard ! ridiculous !

@Katao that makes a lot of sense, thanks! Doesn't help mind, as I still can't keep up with the bus! Maybe I'll try the actual website.

So I asked DH this morning of he'd be willing to try insemination... A resounding no and argument followed. We made up eventually and his 'compromise' (he was joking!) was that instead of finishing in a cup he would finish in my mouth 🙈 Fantastic for the sex life, not so much for TTC 😂

Ooo @Hrps there's still time for more October BFPs 🤞🏻❤️

Sorry @Franklydear I didn't see the thing about "empty comments" to fill it up I just got on the "fuck Mother Nature vibe" that's how I'm feeling today.

I know a lot of ppl on here are TTC precious first born & it truly is a wonderful thing. Honest. BUT my precious first born is SUCH a daddy's boy that he literally doesn't cuddle me, snuggle me, hug me or kiss me ever despite me being main caregiver all I ever hear is "where's daddy?" "When's daddy coming home?" "No want daddy" And when DH is around I don't even get acknowledged and worse I get pushed away, told to stay in another room & he holds his hand over his face for no kisses. It's horrible for both me (I get very upset as he gets lots of cuddles & outward love signs during "his time" sits there snuggling, but also DH gets frustrated as he literally has DS hanging off him every hour he is around but I can't even help.) we are away at a cottage & DH went to get takeaway pizza. DS with me watching tv & DS said wee wee I take him & he literally had a melt down as I wasn't daddy & weed all down his leg & hit me, screamed at me. I bloody toilet trained him for months, put in the hard yards.

I'm mentality exhausted from not getting the love from a child I put so much into who is hard work. I want a baby so maybe it will love me more than him & maybe it's cod I didn't carry him, have that bond? Sounds so pathetic but even a lady at a playground yesterday commented "you need a girl" after DS had a meltdown as DH tried to walk away to a shop.

Sorry.

PS yes I am following still. Not really on the bus but like one of those guys in Lisbon hanging onto the back of the tram to get up the hill!

Thanks for the new bus; love the name.

Sorry I haven't been on much ladies-been half term here for me so we've been to stay with friends near the Lake District; had a lovely but very wet walk round Buttermere.

My body is being a total fuck boy; last night (cd 23, 9dpo approx) I had bright red blood when I wiped and it even dripped into the toilet (sorry 😂😂) so I was like WTF-away at friends so had to borrow something as I'm not even due on until Wednesday so wasn't prepared at all. So put on a pad and have had no more blood but some brown spotting when I wipe but barely anything on the pad. I'd love to convince myself it's implantation but I am pretty sure it's the normal wanky arrival of AF but just different to normal. I always spot but never this early and I've never had red fresh blood first, always the manky brown shit first.

Just got home after a mission on the m6, an accident meant we were at a standstill for an hour and a half so it ended up taking us 5hrs to get home 🤦🏻‍♀️

Will catch up on the last few days of the old thread later, love to all xx

Oh @Minster2012 that is so frustrating. I know it's hard but I would imagine (and hope!) that it's just a phase. There will come a day when you look back at him being a daddy's boy and laugh because he has become 100% mummy's boy. And he will be fighting with his little brother or sister over you! I think it's probably common enough when you are the main caregiver, as he c aves what isn't there all the time. Patience will stand to you - and you are good at being patient 💕

@Minster2012 i know how you feel. DS is not a mummy's boy at all won't cuddle or kiss me, hardly ever listens to me. prefers my OH who isn't even his bio dad. so much so that he always shouts for him and jot me. feel like i take a back seat. i BF until he was 12 months and still i'm like 4th on the rankings: nanny, OH, daddy and then me 🙄 i so badly want a girl next time so they're more like me when i was little. mum still has all of my toys from when i was small as i was so careful with everything, loved playing by myself, doing crafty bits etc. DS literally breaks EVERYTHING within 2 minutes of having it! won't sit still for crafts! always must have someone playing with him!

Yo, marking my place. No testing date because my body is a sac of empty hopelessness 🤨

Hope everyone is having a good Saturday! 🥳

@Minster2012 hugs 💕💕💕 he loves you more than you know, no doubt about it. I've heard a lot of similar things from parent friends of mine, just savour the tiny precious moments xx

Hiii ladies sorry I've tagged on from Oct ❤️ no testing date for me as just finished AF but hoping that the tests in my bedroom drawer could be useful next month!!!

@Minster2012 stupid fucking lady! No, don’t worry ds was like that when he was little, all daddy daddy when is daddy coming, loved me but didn’t show it, we’ll have the tables turned, now is mummy, when can I have time alone with daddy, don’t you have to go to work, daddy? He needs to bribe him with minecraft, luckily I don’t play 🤣

Ps, I broke my own rule in the last thread too #cantkeepup