🦕 Catching up - ttc after miscarriage part 4 🦕

[Annny27]

Hi everyone,

Setting up the new thread for us - we have come a long way since January and sadly a few of us are still on the "journey". Let's hope we arent here for much longer. Wishing us all baby dust (although its been so long I am not sure dust will do it for me - maybe will have to up the particle size to "baby sand" )

Ttc ladies:
@Fizzl
@Nuggetlover27
@ELM7
@Ljm0101
@Abi0795
@Babyghirl

And our recent bfps who i know like to check in :)
@Leok83
@scrumdiddly123
@SunnySideUp2020

@Kamacs12 congratulations 💕what lovely news for Christmas. I can only imagine how you must be feeling and it’s only natural to worry. But ttc hasn’t been kind to us all don’t let it spoil this pregnancy for you x

I hope you don’t mind me joining in but I’m struggling today. I discovered I was pregnant in November and we’d planned to tell family at Christmas but I MC at 6+4. It was horrible but I felt I was getting over it well, but had those pangs when I thought about Christmas not being what we’d planned.

Anyway DPs sister announced yesterday that her at her DP are having a baby, due the same week ours would have been. It took all my strength to smile and congratulate them and not burst straight into tears. They’ll make wonderful parents and I’m happy for them but I can’t get over the ‘it was supposed to be us’ feeling, I just broke down as soon as I could, and then to top it off AF started. I just feel awful.

And just like that I’m bumped back down to earth. I’m bleeding now so I’m assuming this is a very early miscarriage. Absolutely gutted.

@whitershadeofpale I’m so sorry that must be so shit. I mute people on Instagram abs Facebook who have babies so I can’t imagine how that must have felt xx

@whitershadeofpale I’m so sorry. I know you’ll be feeling like it never rains but it pours. After I mc a girl at work told me she was pregnant and our dates were the same I know it’s not the same as a close family member but you will get through this I promise 💕

@Kamacs12 sending you lots of love and hugs so sorry xx

Oh @ELM7 I'm so sorry 😔 I know you won't want to get your hopes up but similar to what others have said is there a possibility that they weren't familiar with your type of uterus? Have you managed to be seen at the hospital? Sending you lots of positive thoughts 💐 I hope you've had some answers this week

Hope everyone else is doing ok - thinking of you all!

Hi ladies, will be busy as most of you will be for the next few days (even though i live in tier 4 so won't actually see anyone on Christmas, will be virtually busy with zooms and facetimes haha)

Wanted to wish you all a merry Christmas and lets pray for some christmas/ new year miracles.

Will catch up with you all in a few days when the Christmas madness is over 🥰

Just popping on to wish all you ladies a very merry Christmas and Happy New year and here's to 2021 being a better year for us all and lots off rainbow babies to come 💚🍀💚🍀💚🍀 xxx

@kamacs12
A big congratulations and hope that you have a sticky bean this time around 🍀💚 x

Merry Christmas everyone 🎄🎁 I hope 2021 is the year for you all x

@kamacs12
So sorry I was nt getting updates so missed your last msg x

Merry Christmas ladies have a great day.xxx

@ELM7 I'm so sorry for your news. Sending love to you and your OH at this difficult time 💐💕

Hope all you ladies had a merry Xmas as much as you could, mine was a tier 4 Xmas so only seeing family virtually and unfortunately I got quite emotional because of that and also was thinking that it should have been our 1st Xmas as parents ☹️.

Feeling less emotional and a bit better today, I think OV was yesterday or today so should be in TWW very soon. I desperately want a Christmas miracle 🤞🏻🤞🏻

@nuggetlover27 we were also tier 4 so it was just me and my husband! And yeah I felt a bit emotional but also felt quite hopeful that next year there may be a baby in my arms or in my womb 🙏🙏🙏🙏🌈🌈🌈🌈

I am in fertile week - not sure when I am ovulating as I havent got any ovulation sticks haha. But had ewcm over the last few days

@nuggetlover27
Well I'm in Belfast so lock down as off today, but norm for me as I'm in work lol work for the NHS had a quite day yesterday which was lovely I got a bit sad yesterday myself these days r tough when you think your meant to be waking up with a baby to enjoy Christmas but hopefully it will be r turn nxt year.
@Annny27
I'm CD 7 today so 4 to 6 days away from ovulation for me as I norm ovulate around CD 11 to 13 but still relaxing and not temping or anything just going with it.

Aww ladies I need to stay off Facebook two girls from work have made pregnancy announcements between yesterday and today. The one yesterday actually had me in tears. Both these girls are working from home and I’m in the office and I know this is so awful but I really hope I don’t need to see them any times soon. January and February were bad enough at work this year listening to two other girls who were pregnant constantly talk about baby stuff especially as I was due the same time as one of them x

@27DONFIN
I know how you feel was round in his mums yesterday and his 17 year old niece was there 6 months pregnant and I could not get out quick enough killed me, worst thing is she was drunk and on all sorts smoking grass before she fell pregnant and has had no issues with the pregnancy, sorry if that sounds awful but it makes me angry people like that sail through pregnancy when they never looked after themselves 😭😭😭😭😭😭 x

Yeah one who announced today is pregnant with her 4th baby. Each time she’s fallen pregnant it’s the month she starts trying. She’s a great mum but the three she has all share a room and now she’s having another and I can’t even have one. Af due tomorrow and I’m mega hormonal x

@27DONFIN
Makes me sound awful but I feel resentful for people who have no problems getting pregnant and staying pregnant jesus that sounds bad when I write it down when did I become the worst person in the world to be like this, and to top it off just found out my cuz had her baby yesterday no I avoid even going that part off the fam in fear off her being there with the baby 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Xx

Well how's the other ladies getting on, I'm having a feeling sorry for myself kind off day wondering and over thinking will I ever be one of them girls announcing a healthy pregnancy or even bringing a baby in to the world, life can be so cruel sometimes something that is meant to be natural to a woman and I can't even get that right. 😪🍀💚

Hi ladies! Been having a lazy few days and its been lovely! Pretty sure I am ovulating/ about to ovulate - had some ewcm the past week :)

@27DONFIN thats really hard! I am honestly obsessed and I think that everyone is about to announce they are pregnant at any second haha! My one friend just started trying and I know she will probably fall before us too which is hard

@Babyghirl its only natural to feel defeated sometimes. I hope you do fall again soon and you get your time to be the one announcing and it will be even more special 💗

Af arrived today as soon as I woke up so it’s onto 2021.

@Annny27 I’m the same. One of my close friends who started trying when we did is due her baby tomorrow snd it’s so sad but itl glad of lockdown life as when I see her bump I just can’t handle it. I know Iv avoided her especially when I was having shit days. I’m just worried if we can’t have kids il always feel like this.

OH sample was handed into the hospital 23rd December so will be a week or so before results I expect.

@Babyghirl I feel the same each month my period comes I tell my OH and say sorry snd I can’t help but say it

@Annny27
Just having a down day after 3 miscarriages and one cp I just wonder will it ever happen. I never counted the cp as a loss but if I had off tested it would off been a positive I knew the day I started bleeding that wat it was as I lost a gray grape size ball with vains running throw it so knw straight away.
@27DONFIN
I be like this everytime coming up to my period then I'm OK when it's here then a few days after it hits me again then I start to think positive then it goes in a cycle again lol just want my take home baby. 🍀💚

He sent me a pic off this got it off his mum today I love the words of it 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 going to hang it in the hall way xx

@babyghirl awwh thats cute 😍 and yes! We have to keep believing it will happen. But you still are allowed sad days - I know when my AF is due I always get really sad about it!

@27DONFIN sorry that AF arrived. It really sucks :( yes let's put 2020 behind us and focus on 2021