Sad but expected update from me
Started bleeding (brown) last night. Full on bleeding today (Red)
Went for hcg checking again anyway this morning.
This afternoon based on hcg levels over 48hrs and my cramps and bleeding the doctor has basically confirmed I'm having my third miscarriage.
Still feeling rather numb about the whole thing. I had prepared myself for this outcome over the last week or two. I'm glad now I chose to stay away from the hospital and scans at this point, I found that very difficult last time and if it makes sense, I'm kind of dealing with this on a more factual basis, the numbers aren't stacking up kind of thing. Whatever gets you through it I guess.
Generally feeling pretty crap, not unlike whilst suffering a heavy period. Will evaluate how I feel once this part is over. Husband is already saying he thinks its time to stop. I cant think about that right now its too soon