14DPO and AF due today (ish, my cycles vary). Did a cheapie test this morning and of course it’s negative. Hey ho. I’ve had barely-there spotting the last three days in the morning (like one drop a day). Had a little more today so I think AF will be here by tomorrow. Want her to hurry up and come so I can end this cycle now TBH. Ready for that fresh start!
@2018isanewyear I’m so pleased for you & your digital. How exciting! I have everything crossed for you & understand about not feeling ready for the pregnancy boards yet. Gosh, to start MC at your first midwife appt? Heartbreaking.
@ChikiTIKI Sorry about AF. Your cycles seem a little whacky, have you been to the doctors about them? I have the Clue App and it says anything under 24 days is worth visiting the GP for. I hope you’ll stick around for this cycle too, it’s nice to chat with people who are at the same point in the cycle!
@Jese89 That’s a FANTASTIC line. Congrats! I am also crossing everything for you. I hope it’s a sticky bean
@HMIB @KatnissKringle - Hoping for sticky beans for both of you! too
@caramelcluster - woooo!!! Last time, my ClearBlue looked EXACTLY like that too (the blue line one, not the digital). My DH was skeptical as it was so light, so I went and got a digital. I was thrilled when I could show him the word “pregnant”.
@Chanel05 I’m only starting cycle 4 now but I had a TFMR in August last year and it was November before we were given the all-clear to try again. My original due date is less than a month away now. All that to say it’s been a lot longer than 3 months even though it’s only been 3 cycles & that I have an inkling of how you feel. I can’t even look at meghan markle and her bump, as she announced her pregnancy around the time I was ending mine. She also got married exactly one week before I did, so I feel jealous that she got a healthy honeymoon baby and I didn’t. But luckily we’ve had no real life baby bombs since. Though, I do feel sorry for my DH. He’ll be covering for a women at work who is going on maternity leave around my due date. All he keeps thinking is that he should be going on paternity leave and now won’t be & is covering her leave instead. He’s a bit cut up about it.
I also hear you on the self loathing but I have this immediately before AF anyway regardless of TTC (to the point where I’ve often wondered if I have PMDD because my head gets so messed up for a few days & my anxiety shoots up). About an hour ago, I told DH I was sick of my life, which is how I know AF must be on the way, haha. I do hope you’re feeling better today x
@paddypaws91 Sorry the witch got you too. I hope you’re feeling OK. Me, you, chikitiki, chanel, mussie and everybody else on this thread with BFNs will be the lucky ones next, I’m certain of it! I also hope you’ll stick around the thread with me next month :)