Holy shit hags, has it been that long?! you're on a new fred and everything! Had a fab holiday, very relaxing, followed by a hellishly busy week back at work hence the lack of posting!
bad hang out, post, entertain us with dwarf names (I can't remember them either!) 
How was the harmony? I hope all is well with badlet!
blue that is a farce of Benny Hill proportions. It seems crackers that it's so complicated to get CCG funding transferred across, at the end of the day it's just a computer record somewhere. Bloody red tape! I think the Czech option sounds well worth exploring - I think a lot of CCGs allow you 1 private attempt prior to NHS treatment anyway?
icy I am not sure if we've met before or not!! I feel like I recognise your name, but I am hopeless at remembering stuff! Welcome back regardless, although obviously it would be preferable if you hadn't needed to. What the eff is ovarian drilling!? It sounds grim!! Good (IYSWIM) that you've got something to work with now tho. Are there plans afoot to deal with the endo? What next?
erica and coop 
- it's all so mentally draining, it's difficult sometimes to 'feel' anything. I am not saying that's the case for you guys, and if you feel it's genuinely time to stop then more power to you but I know I've had a couple of stages of feeling that way before the 'need' crops up again. At the moment at best I feel quite ambivalent about parenthood for the most part. If I look hard I know I definitely do want kids and am prepared to continue making the effort (which is handy as my IVF implications appointment is tomorrow!) but it is really hard to summon the energy/enthusiasm for it that I had before. I'm sure that'll change once IVF is properly underway. Buckets of shellfish for you both in the meantime.
barking good lord, I go on holiday and you're still waiting for the NK results, I come back and you've not only got them but you've started IVF again!!! I thought we were going to get to be cycle buddies (finally!!) 
. Never mind, I'll cope, and this is going to be the one for you hag, it has to be.
cave I hope you're faring well? Any news?
So tomorrow is our implications appointment 
. I called the clinic on Friday (day 1) so as I understand it tomorrow we'll spend a couple of hours being told about drugs, scans etc. and being shown how to stab myself (I still don't want to do this!!) and then it's a case of sitting tight till CD21 (July 31st) when it all kicks off. As mentioned above, I am feeling really detached from it all at the moment. Not sure if that's a good sign i.e. not stressing or a bad sign i.e. totally unprepared and more likely to go into a total melt down when reality hits. Just don't know what i SHOULD be feeling!! Going to send myself off into treatment with a last celebratory G&T tonight (body is a temple and all that shit), is it wrong I am more concerned about how I'll cope with nearly 1.5 months of NO BOOZE than how I'll cope with trying to have a medical miracle bay-bee??
Rain 34, married to RAF (33), TTC since March 2012 (fucking hell!), 1 natural BFP Oct 13 - MMC Nov 13. Starting IVF nowwwwww!