smack those rats, sniff those drugs; we dont care how, but we will get our babies and we are BROOKING NO ARGUMENT

[keepitgoing]

roll up roll up

imps you have a faulty pee stick. just do another one, you have millions

girls they've had a cancellation so my consent appointment is now next Friday so I may be able do do my fet next month. squeeeee

Ooooooooh Keep that's brilliant!! You'll be diffed in no time I tell you. How many frosties do you have?

Bleeding has started now. Oh well, onwards and upwards #anotheronebitesthedust

Oh Imps lovely, I'm so sorry x when is your next BH appointment?

That's great news Keep!!

Will be starting the next treatment at the start of my next cycle, so mid-July. Going short protocol this time. Bring it on!!

Oh imps I'm so sorry

Keep that's brilliant news

Ooh, not long to wait Imps. This one will be the one. Have you a nice holibob planned in the mean time?

Oh Imps that's rubbish, I am sorry. I am pleased you get to start your next treatment soon though.

Keep how exciting for you that is brilliant!!

Thank you all for the hugs (I've needed them), we are getting along ok, we stick to what we need to do for the littlies and teen boo. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders now we've separated not that he doesn't try to bring his black cloud with him when he sees the kiddies though It has definitely been the right decision for me and teen!

I'm sorry Imps stupid AF. Great news that you don't have long to wait until the next IVF go.

Keep yay exciting news!! You and Imps could be going at the same time

Boo lovely to see you. Sorry again about you and MrBoo. It sounds like it's all for the best and you look fab on Facebook. It's obvious your much happier

Sorry this one didn't work imps but good news that its not long to wait until your next treatment starts.

keep fab news about the cancellation :o

boo it sounds like it was definitely the right thing to do. Have you got anything nice planned for the summer holidays?

Indeed - end July/early Aug will see Tripe Whammy II fo' sho'. Can't wait!

Boo if you feel a weight has even lifted then that is proof that this is the right thing to have happened (not that you needed proof).

ooh imps I'm sorry, but pleased we will likely be cycling together. though surely at least one of us will get a fufc bfp this month

we have 3 frosties. I'm hoping for natural cycles but will talk it through next Fri. beedle did you not have any scans just opks?

boo

maybe any news on TTC again?

no scans at all keep just opks (proper expensive clearblue ones with smiley faces - i wasn't taking any chances!) Ring them up when it was positive and go in 2 days later. very nice and as stressfree as possible (except for waiting to see if they had survived defrosting!)

thought so. thanks x

Yes indeed Keep, we are thinking of march time next year. Hopefully A will be off boob by then and it seems a good time to try. The clinic gets better results with medicated cycles, so that's what we will be doing.

I'm so looking forward to this flurry of BFPs

Oh dear, I just had a I've-got-something-in-my-eye moment when buying a fathers' day card for my dad. I saw one that would be perfect for Mr Imps and it made me upset that we're not there yet.

So I did what any self-respecting Brooker would do and bought it anyway so store with my stash of other pregnancy/baby-related goodies that will one day be dusted off and put to good use.

Good move imps cus you're clearly going to get diffed

oh god I need to sort fathers day gah

imps you will soon be with babe and no time to buy cards, so v good to stock up now x

maybe that's great you have a plan

Oh Imps I'm giving you a massive bloody squeeze whether you want it or not! You are so bloody amazing, your handle on all of this is nothing short of fucking amazing.

Thanks for the love ladies, yes I am happier now, it certainly is right for us and definitely a good decision even if it means I have to take my own bins out now ;) Someone asked about summer plans, well J is doing the National Citizenship Service, and we are all going away with one of my lovely friends, we have 6 children between us We can't bloody wait! Camping in Norfolk, J and C are very outnumbered by us girls (friend has a 16 year old stunner of a daughter, so J is happy )

What is everyone else doing this year? Obviously between getting BFPs, celebrating BFPs and sneezing!!!

we are going to a wedding in Eastern Europe then holidaying with friends and lots of babies/kids. will be mayhem. then I'll be coming home and getting my bfp later in the summer

glad you're doing OK boo, is he still hoping for a reconciliation? where are your hold?

doh, just read norfolk, lovely!

We have a uk holiday booked in a couple of weeks then zero other plans for the rest of the summer! We lead such a boring life!

We are off to Butlins on Monday

Well, not wanting to never have a holiday on the horizon, we are of for a long cycling weekend to the Netherlands in three weeks' time to watch the start of the Tour de France, then we have a long weekend to Yorkshire at the end of July, then our annual Big Barbecue at the end of August, and a week in Portugal in September!

Feeling much brighter today after what must have been a bit of a hormone crash yesterday. Told Mr Imps about the chem ( I hadn't told him about the second line so as not to get his hopes up) and he was v positive about it. It took us 3.5 years to get out first BFP in Aug last year, and only 10 months to get our second - although 2 of these were non-TTC months on account of IVF. So that makes 8 months really. Whether it's by IVF or a natural BFP, there's a good chance we'll get there.

I've ordered some Proxeed Women too - the male version has had such an amazing effect on his swimmers, there can be no harm in trying to give my eggs a boost too.

Ooops must dash to a meeting.

imps tell me more about the proxeed! Glad you're feeling a bit better.

We got loads of paperwork from the new clinic in the post yesterday, including the price list. we hadn't really talked much about the costs as I thought they were really reasonable, about £3000 for IVF/ICSI (I know there will be extra stuff as well) but MrB was a bit shocked I'm not really sure how cheap he was expecting it to be! and we'll save approx 30% by paying direct from our gross pay, so really its a bargain as long as it works!

that's quite reasonable beedle, I guess mrB just doesn't know what he's on about... would your old clinic have been about the same now you'd have to pay?