BB - yep I agree progesterone is not pleasant to use. This is only the third month I have used it, the first two I was pregnant with it and it just lengthened my time to m/c. I am using it again this month and having doubts about the wiseness of it. I am not sure when I will stop taking it if no positive test as my mum and sister have both had pregnancies with no positive tests. I am surprised your af hasn't arrived today, stopping progesterone should have started af quite quickly I thought.
sassy - I have been slowly reading your blog, it was so full of emotion and I felt so upset reading it. You have been let down by so many people not understanding your need to grieve and allow your feelings of loss of Catherine to be there. I hope you don't mind but I was wondering if you could help people like me, who despite experiencing loss on a small scale, can't possibly fully take on board the enormatiy of the pain you suffer. I would like to ask "how can I help?" and "how do I acknowledge your pain, without making it sound hollow, as I never actually knew your daughter?". If/when I come across someone in my life who has lost a child, I don't know how to be, I hope I would be someone who could support them, but feel that everyone grieves in their own way, so it makes it so hard to know what to say. Last year two familes in our small town lost babies at birth and just after, I met one of them out socially in the pub one night. I deperately wanted to acknowledge her loss and pain, but I was going through another miscarriage and knew the minute I spoke about babies I would burst into tears. I could not think of how to say what I wanted to say, without my emotions leading me to be a major embarrassment in our local pub. Just as I was about to go for it anyway, her husband jumped up and declared they needed to leave. I felt like I let her down, by not saying anything about her little boy, but I wish there was some way of knowing what to say. at the right time and the right words to use. Does that make sence?
deige - I stop temping now once ov is confirmed, it never helps me in the tww, just gives something else to think about.
muchlove - I put my ff account on hold a few times, but after I was preg a few months back I discovered I have the option of doing non-VIP account, but also still having the discussion circles available for a longer time. I don't need the VIP stuff most of the time, but enjoy the chats and test obsessioning!
40some - isn't that amh level a bit high? pcos type levels? or am I reading it completely wrong? If not, then that is a good levels isn't it, showing you have plenty of eggies left!
Gum cd4
jolls cd
Diege 5dpo
40someMum age42 cd 7
Hippy swi ? 8dpo guessing
GG age 42 cd23 10dpo
Sassy 11dpo
muchlove 15dpo
BB CD1 (?) age 40
Curlylox age 43 CD39??
10000ff
lottie
italiangreyhound - waiting for May