Evening all... Well...............
I got the job yay. They were very impressed with me yesterday apparently and they had such good feed back that they want me to start straight away and do the training while I work... how cool is that..
I feel a bit worried about it though. It is all so new and I don't know what i am doing... I will be doing my NVQ and I am sure I will grasp it quiet quickly but it is the emotional side that I am going to struggle with. I found it a real shock last night as to how young some of the clients are.. It was actually quiet upsetting so I need to try and work out how to switch that side of my brain off and not get too attached to things... I am also quiet worried about the male clients and there needs, I know I will be really embarrassed for a while, how do I not let that show and get the job done!!! eak...
At the same time though I am so excited that i have the chance to help people and to put something back into life, and I really want to grasp this oppotunity with both hands. Once I finish the training I could then specialise which would be fantastic as I could really make a difference to peoples lifes.. oh listen to me what a nerd...
I have to go into the office tomorrow to sort out my police checks and to finalise the arraignments so will know more about it all then....