delilahbelle and excitedfirsttimer I am so sorry to hear your sad news. It is heart wrenching. But i echo what lilmismummy says, in that it does get better, never goes away, but does get better. I hope you are being given plenty of comfort from loved ones in RL.
On the topic of ultrasound scans, I had a normal abdominal ultrasound, I was 7+1. I thought I was a little earlier than that, which the sonographer knew. I had a very early scan when I fell pregnant with my first child and I was 6 weeks then and that was 9 years ago. Just make sure your bladder is very full.
I'm 8 weeks today , but still very, very nervous.
I fell over in the snow yesterday, luckily landed on my hip and bottom lol!!!
I am stuffing my face everyday, toast, crisps, biscuits, pizza, chips and salad seem to be the things I really want to eat. But DP makes me eat some 'normal' food too. It's great coz he does all the cooking. I can't stand being in the kitchen at the moment, it makes me want to gag.
I have given in and bought two pairs of maternity jeans. They are so comfy, and were an absolute bargain from Peacocks. They are the type that you can roll up and turn into 3/4 lengths. I'm a size 12, but had to buy a 10 . The size 12 just hung off me and looked ridiculous. Even if these just see me through a few months, I'll be happy, coz I can use them again after the birth, when tummy takes a while to go back down IYKWIM.
Take care everyone xxx