Hi to the growing list!
Sorry for anyone who has had very sad news, I was in the position of leaving an antenatel list last October and it felt at the time as though it would take a lifetime to get in the same position, but thankfully the one thing that always happens is time passes, and everything else in life continues.
Marmitemonster - thank you for your honesty, I've found that MN is the place where the lows as well as the highs can be completely shared. I hope that you also have support in RL to fully grieve your little girl, as well as look forwards to your future child.
I feel pregnant about 70% of the time, and prefer that to the 30% of the time when I start to worry that I'm not feeling pregnant enough. That may change as in my first preg I threw up most of the day and night ~week 8-10! (I think I'm ~5 wks now). Second preg I had weaker symptoms, smaller tum, and regular bleeding (most days over the whole 2 months - just to reassure any 1st time Mums who have small bleeds, which is quite common and probably not a complication).
Due to previous medical complications (I'm higher risk for second Molar preg) I saw a doc today and have a scan booked in Early Pregnancy Unit on 26th May. I'm looking forward to it, but the last time I was there I had v. bad news, so I think I'll be scared on the day too. I'm booked to see my Midwife June 10th, but that depends how scan goes.
Although I'm in 'self-presevation mode' (aren't we all in trimester 1?),I've decided to assume this time will be ok, and already told a few of my family, and already bought some maternity clothes on eBay. I sold my last ones, which were in great condition and really regret that now! I've even started to think of names...well I've always liked to do that anyway!
I'm off to another sleepless night where I can't get comfy, but reading here I think we've all got that. I also didn't 'show' the first time until I was around 4months, but have an expanding tum already now!