Morning all. I'm working from home today so a quick post before having a shower and cranking up my work laptop.
I've been really crap at remembering what people have posted and responding on stuff recently, and coz I know I'm being crap, I'm kind of staying away a bit, but still lurking and reading...sorry for being such a useless wagonner at the moment!
I think I'm doing OK, constantly seem to be in fear of losing the baby, and the fear just seems to be growing uncontrollably at the moment. I keep finding myself telling myself off, because I am waking during the night for a wee, I am waking up randomly for an hour and half between 3 and 4.30 in the morning when I haven't been to bed early, I still can't face some foods, in fact, my appetite is struggling somewhat because of the nausea, and my boobs are still a little sensitive...which I know are all positive signs. Its just that there's this little voice that keeps telling me that I'm imagining them all, that I'm waking coz I'm stressed, feel nauseous because I'm worrying etc etc... I'll just have to keep telling myself off I guess
I'm now 9+4, still just under 3 weeks till the next scan and it seems like forever away.