Lordy that messge I posted was a complete garble. So much was missing from when DD was playing with the mouse and I was typing away not realising that the screen was not registering my efforts
Oh well, you all get the gist of my movements anyway.
In answer to the questions about reason. It was most frustrating to keep being told,'We don't know' Placenta is in a fine enough place. Did I tell you that I have a split placenta? It is in two parts with a thread type thing joining them Am I just an oddity or what!!
Anyway they are happy enough that half is up top, the other to the back, so not Placenta Previa, which is good, but still no conclusive answer as to the cause for the big bleed.
Someone eventualy muted the idea that the placenta could have come away from the wall of the uterus for a moment (big bleed) then re-attached itself before any scans were done, therefore showing no problems.
But was quick to say that that was only a possibility and that there was no way of proving it one way or the other. A bit like at the beginning of my interesting pregnancy when I could have had twins but no one will say a definite yes for fear I will shout, or something??
Och, you just get to the point when you say ok has it stopped, good, will it happen again, who knows, is there sod all I can do in the mean time, yes.
So now I have to sit back and wait and pray and get V frustrated cos I can't continue in the way I did before and in fact and actually scared to drive even, nevermind take DD to all her todders, swimming and messy class that she, and I, love.
I going to go slowly maaaaad
Doc sas there shoudl be no reason not to drive, but I am a little scared for the mo.
Ah well, DH is on his his (some holiday huh?) so whilst he is here (until Monday) I will let him take the weight (literally, of DD) and I will, hopefully, be feeling more confident by Monday that I can at least take DD to toddlers and messy class. All I do is watch her have fun there, so it is just the driving I need to get to grips with and all will be well in the land of goo.
I wish we had a birthing pool up here. there was talk of getting one, 2 years ago, I thought it would be there by the time I had my 2nd, but nope no signs.
I had a bath which helped but all seemed worse when I got out so dunno really.
Oh, someone also asked about having to go all teh way to Dundee? There are facilities in Inverness but they were ful (rotten timing) So I was given a choice, Glasgow, Edinburgh or Dundee. I chose Dundee cos it was handy for DH to get to a relative North and South of there. I would not have gone to Aberdeen though, even though PIL are there. I didn't like the feel of the place when SIL was in. And they kicked her out 3 days after CS and on Christmas night
oops another mega post from missygoo then
Oh, they were talking of early induction when I was in Dundee. I don't know why it frightens me, even more than CS which scares the bejesus out of me, but I am trying not to think about that at all!!
Actualy I do know why it frightens me. I have friend who will not stop telling and re-telling (and telling again) teh story of her induction (in Aberdeen) and how horrendous and experience it was. I actually think she ought to go for counselling she seems so traumatised, but when you here a horror story told and retold, so that you could tell it and not miss a detail, it makes you somwhat nervous of going through it yourself
and actualy slightl cos I have been frightened so and I am norm a laid back take it as it comes character, but this one has me terrified