Thanks for asking Foxy, I'm alright. Just been to see the osteopath again. Apparently I have a week left hip/bum muscle so no amount of bone clicking is going to help unless I strengthen it, so have exercises to do. Still sleeping terribly due to back pain which osteo can't explain, and limited as to what he can do as I am pregnant and bub is in the way (plus I am a big wuss and cower everytime he comes near me!)
Cried AGAIN at work today. I have so much that I have to wrap up before I go and work in a big bureacratic organisation and no one person can tell all the things I need to sort out before I leave. It's one person for leave, one for pay, one for redeployment (I will get a different job when I go back) another for IT (what happens to my email while I'm off for 10 months?!) and all the woman could say to me today was "you're worrying too much, you need to stop worrying" Argghhh - not helpful! So I went to welfare and cried to a welfare officer "I'm not coping very well and no-one at work seems to notice ", she was very nice and understanding, but not much she can do. Problem is I work with a bunch of young people who all they want to do is go out and get hammered etc. Not one of them has said "So you have this major life-changing thing going on at the moment - how's that going?". Urgghhh. Sorry, bit of a long rant. I'm just fed up of not being me, of being in pain, feeling miserable and tired and crying at the slightest thing. I just want to be the real me again!