I'm so sorry squirrel thoughts are with you. Xxxxxxxx
I haven't been on here for a week and thought 3am was a good time to come back. I've been feeling horrendous with nausea can't do anything it's completely knocked me for 6. Can't sleep, have been awake since 1.30, wish I would get sick so this feeling went away. Distracting myself with a bit of MN reading.
Have a scan in the morning & am really nervous. The last 2 times I had first scans they didn't go well & I was alone - it's horrible.
Also not sure how to play it. Will have my 4 & 2 year old with me. If DH has them then I have to go in alone :( thinking maybe go in let them check for heartbeat and if all is ok get DH to bring in the little ones and we can tell them the news, & then DH can also see. He's army & has missed the majority of my scans and will again this pregnancy :( so world be nice for him to come in. But don't want my children in the room if something has gone wrong.
Wish I could sleep I'm over thinking everything 🤢