Tranquility I'm feeling movements now at 13 weeks - the last 2 days actually. I only realised while I was being scanned that the movements I was seeing on the screen, I could feel gently inside me! Can feel it now as I type, but I do have to concentrate to feel it, it's just like pressure!
I felt my first at spot on 16 weeks. But my second I thought I was feeling but wasn't sure until 18 weeks which surprised me as being my second, I should have felt sooner! I actually had an anterior placenta and an extra 3 stone on me, so that's probably why
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Alis I also have a little flabby bump now
which doesn't exactly look flattering on me. Oh well!
I kicked DH out today. I feel surprisingly okay about it. It's not like I haven't known it was coming. He has failed to prove himself after what he put me through recently. I found out today he'd been lying to me about playing on the xbox. It was one of his 'promises'. He would give it up completely. I just can't be arsed putting myself through the heartache when he can't even do basic shit to prove himself to me. Fuck that shit.
I'm anxious about sleepless nights. I didn't cope well last time. I had a baby with reflux and dairy/soya intolerance. He's still got the intolerances. I'm praying desperately that this baby sleeps. If I can have 5 hours unbroken sleep I can cope. I'm really really worrying about it. That and if my children have to stay with him. I don't want them to. I don't want them away from me.