Back at work tomorrow after 6 weeks off .., would actually be looking forward to it if it wasnt for SPD ? I know im not physically able to do my job anymore which makes me sad because i love it so much :( i know going back isnt going to be very good for my spd, but feel i should just try & push myself
Im so fed up of being sore & limited in what i can do., i need to start doing my shopping online as just pushing the trolley & loading shopping onto checkout is just too much now. I have so many finishing touches to do to my new house but just trying to get the housework done & looking after DD takes me over my pain thersehold so everything else is taking a backseat, then i get anxious about the list of things needed done... I just feel like crying all the time the now:(
I feel all i do is moan moan moan / if its not heartburn its spd if its not that its trapped wind ... Then i feel gulity as i know plenty of peope would kill to be in my position & i know i am so blessed ... But sometimes all of the above gets on top of me, but generally i feel like an ungrateful moaning bitch for feeling the way i do:(:(