Phew - taken me ages to catch up!!! Aren't we talkative this week! 
So also feeling all the sads this week. Monday no car so couldn't go to work, but managed a short bus trip into town, a short swim and a shopping trip (plus a meal out just me and the bump!). Tuesday I couldn't face anything. Pretty much stayed in bed until I had to leave to take the car to my sisters, and then stayed on their sofa until I got the car back (6 hours). Then home and sleep.
Today I realised it was more sads than usual, and spoke to a friend. She tells me I am not taking my pregnancy seriously enough and being too hard on myself, and I need to realise that its a big thing my body is going through, and not to be so tough. On the plus side she was doing what I have to do every month, sorting through the pantry for whatever was making an awful smell!!! 
glad its not just me! (the culprit was a bag of onions and a few potatoes that had tried to grow!).
Went into work, lied to my boss and told him I was sick all Tuesday, as he had called 4 times and I had ignored the phone each time. I was not well, but I told him it was physical as he wouldn't be so understanding about it being mental (we've have conversations about mental health before and we both disagree with each other vehmently. Hes from a different generation altogther to me, as Im 24 and he is 69 next month!).
I like Bravissmo, but I am also suffering from "my bra now feels too small" days after buying a new one. Think boobs just wont stop growing. They are really nice in there and stock a huge range of sizes, both back and cup sizes. Been using them for years (as a 30D it was so tricky to find bras, but then I moved up to 32C and all was fine in regular shops). Now up to 34E, but will certainly need bigger again soon. Boobs are rock hard most days, and have to squeeze some milk out several times a day to reduce aches and pains. DH calls it "milking myself" and it makes me feel like a right cow!!! He doesn't have full boobs so he doesn't understand. Grrrr.
I have just looked at NCT classes in my area, and there seem to be plenty to choose from. I picked "more info" on the one that my best friend would be attending, but I have a feeling that there are a couple that would be more suitable for me, ie, closer and better times of day/day of week, but I wanted to get information incase she wants to join me with NCTs. She says her DH was only talking about it yesterday as a colleague reccomended it to him, so they will look into it when they have a bit moremoney. Looking like its going to be 156 for the course, but as low income should be able to get a discount (we're just under the 26k a year income bracket between us!).
Been talking about boys names for a while, and finally arrived at one we both like - Caleb :) so now we have a boys name and a girls name, we are sorted! I would love to have James in there as a boys name as it runs in the family, but as I married away from it, not sure I feel compelled to, and DH doesn't like James as a name. Hmmm.
Can sometimes feel baby as flutters, but also sometimes while driving I get stabs where baby must be on a nerve that goes through my hip. Wish I could feel it more or identify better, as starting to become a bit "yeah whatever" about the whole pregnany thing. Don't think my mood helps! Also, I just sneezed and wet myself more than usual, so stuck a pad on and keeping an eye out. :/ Can't wait until my week off next week, so I don't feel bad about not going in!!!
18+5 today. sorry for the long post!