Wow ladies, it's taken me ages to catch up on all your chat! :)
It's strangely reassuring that everyone else has been worrying and having meltdowns. I've been very emotional and felt like crying most mornings, though I think it's morning sickness as I tend to feel much better by 10 o'clock.
My main worry at the moment it telling work... I started a new job in January and got pregnant pretty much straight away. I'm so worried about how they will react, but then I start feeling guilty that I'm not worrying more about the baby/having the scan - though really I'm mostly excited about that.
The other thing I'm worrying about is having a baby who has special needs. Somehow I feel that having had 2 healthy DCs I'm pushing my luck and because I'm older this time the risk of things like Down's syndrome increase. Good friends of ours have recently had their DC diagnosed with something fairly catastrophic and so I think it's brought it to the front of my mind. I worry about being a good enough parent. I think I'm going to have the screening blood tests / scan, but wouldn't go onto amniocentesis because I'd be worried about the risks of miscarriage and would not go on to have a termination. I think/hope that it's just the hormones talking and that I would be able to cope and after I've got to 12 weeks I'll be feeling a lot more positive.
Sorry not meaning to be a moany post, actually feeling a lot better this evening.
Sorry to hear you're back in hospital Hayle. Hope you get out soon.