I feel the same... life is in limbo. Can't go far, or do things I would usually 'just in case'. I mean at 11 days over... it really is a case of 'any day now'! The sweep yesterday has done feck all for me... I've decided she wasn't rough enough
. I will be demanding a vigorous one tomorrow when I go for monitoring!!! If it didn't hurt, it ain't gonna work wishful thinking.
I'm being very patient, but it is occupying my entire waking time! I'm just staring at myself and thinking 'are you ever coming out of there'?! Added to the worry of being a vbac, and wanting a homebirth... it isn't doing much for my stress levels. In fact, I think I might see if I can arrange a massage for this evening, just purely to de-stress. DP gives shit ones. 
The more I try and relax and forget, the harder I find it... Go figure
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I am still optimistic about seeing Twilight though....!
And for what it is worth, the head was very low at my sweep yesterday, but last night it had bugger back up in to the gods... it just swivels around at free will.