Morning all,
whoop whoop sleepy wombat. Congrats on the birth of felix. Lovely name xxx
zoe sounds like you are well on your way too.
Love the new thread title "corks a popping". Brilliant.
green hope you're ok love xxx
Strangely enough all my cramps have stopped again. I'm now beginning to think this is constipation rather than contractions. Everytime I have had these episodes I have not been to the loo for a couple of days, yesterday was the same. Went last night and fine today.
Slept like crap. Didn't sleep til 2am then was awake at my usual 6.30. Had a night full of anxiety dreams about dd. (she was worried yesterday and kept talking about not wanting her baby brother to die in my belly, she picked up on this from somewhere-god only knows) then I had horrible hospital flashbacks from being in triage. It's so weird, all the stuff I have had to deal with with my PTSD after dd's birth. For the most part i'm fine then an experience like yesterday which wasn't at all traumatic, just inconvenient brings it all back and I really struggle to "put away" the bad memories when they come, everything that comes back is to do with 3 things-the forceps attempts, being unable to move due to epidural while labouring and being unable to move afterwards due to c section. All my anxiety surrounds those things-being trapped and forced into positions I don't want to be in. My head was full of it last night. Feel emotionally quite drained today.
going to tidy like a madun today-mainly laundry needs sorting and putting away and the beds need changing. We'll have to food shop at some point too as DH has invited his best mate and his new GF over for lunch tomorrow. His best mate has been a bit of a cock at times since he's been single (divorced last year after 14 yr. She had an affair for 18 months) be nice to see how he is now he's in love again. I suppose i should posh it up a bit. I have veg soup ready made for starter, DH is roasting a chicken and I fancy doing some sort of cheesecake or something for pud.
Have a good day, beautiful women xxxx