Thanks for all your lovely meassages
I am feeling ok about today i have got used to my dad not being around so this certain day is not to bad for me, i still miss him so so much as i was still quite young when i lost him, but i know he would be so so proud of me for where i am today & would be so happy for me for starting my family, he loved kids & would have adored his grandkids.
I don't mind talking about it i love talking about my dad, i feel quite strong today & rather happy, it's normally night time that can be quite bad as the accident happened at 11.30pm so memorys seem to come flooding back!
I don't really mind about baby coming today to be honest if she is going to comer i can not stop her, i have tried to look at it as a positive way like others have suggested & it really helps & works.
I am sorry you are all having a bad time with poorly kids it's the last thing you need right now isn't it?
Eshay - Feeling excited about your twinges, funny enough i have been having stomach cramps this morning but i am not gett9ing excited as it could be the BH, i will say what my Midwife says at 3pm!
NotACow - I can see your name on the list now it is under MissC thats where my confusion was, & i don't seem to have a functioning brain or memory either at the moment so thats not helping
In fact my brain seems to be frazzled, i told Ds he had to get up this morning as he had nursery & said him come on your pyjamas are on the table! Eh ?? to which he said Pj's?? What i ment was his breakfast of course!!
Anyway i am off to try the lucazade trick i saw on another thread for your sweetkitty to see if any of that works, i am honestly up for anything now i am getting very uncomfortable & i have terrible back ache!
Speak to you all in a bit x