right, I'm looking out for leaky nipples, now, am I?
oh dear 
Morning all!
The scan went really well yesterday.
I wasn't expecting the 2nd part - the huge prodder up the fanjo to measure my cervix
And then I looked in the information for 22nd week one, it says measuring cervix then! I don't really want them to do it twice.
My scan was done by 2 men, and they were quite coy - I had to adjust my own knickers so they could get to the womb, and they kept leaving the room for me to adjust myself! (the 2nd time I did it all before they even left the room 
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The most odd thing about it, was that when they first made contact, and the image came on the screen, I was expecting to feel like it was all very real - you know, baby in my belly on the screen, seeing it move around etc.
but I didn't get that . I looked at it, and it felt like just another baby on a screen. (and I've never even seen one before!)
It was hanging upside down to start with (good, taking after its mother, then, awkward!), and it kept moving around - proper little fidget (just like its mother...) but they got all readings they needed, and they pointed out everything that they thought we needed to see.
It kept turning so its back was to the scanner, and everytime it did, it reminded me of the Simpsons episode where Bart-in-the-womb mooned the scanner.
All readings were good, Downs Markers were all normal.
Anyway, felt very tired when we got home, went to bed at 1/4 past 10.
and didn't sleep much, of course.
And this morning, noisy cat kept being noisy and keeping me awake just when I felt I could drop off.
So, emotions, then?
I feel quite sad. And I just sad here at the shop and cried a little bit.
I don't know why I feel sad. I think it's because I didn't feel excited yesterday, like I'm disappointed in myself.
It still doesn't feel real, and I feel overwhelmed as well.