Hey Ilike, yes it made me panic I was having all sorts of visions about what would happen next, horrible. I didn't realise it was normal after a tummy bug- ironically L was never ill (til she had ALF), so I'm not used to a mildly ill baby at home, no idea what's normal!
PPM sorry you are feeling so down, can you get away for a weekend or something to the coast maybe to clear a few cobwebs? I always feel better when I change my location, I just get so down and trapped, but equally I know it's so hard to ever have a nice weekend without Gregor xx we're here
Well I've had a crap day! I (gasp) went out- wandered about, put card in ATM to get cash out- card was retained by the machine and a message flashed up not to enter my pin as a device was fitted to the machine, went into the branch, they were useless.. then I met my neighbour for the first time in about 5-6 weeks and went to the park, DP called and I spoke to him briefly and must have dropped my phone when putting it into my bag and I got to the cafe in the park and realised I didn't have my phone- cue me leaving DS with the neighbour while I retraced my steps, couldn't find it, came back and actually cried in front of her (a little tiny bit) because it had photos of L on it, including photos of her when she died (I know that sounds strange but I had to take them) but I never transferred them to my computer. So luckily it was handed in by a tourist and I got it back from a desk in the park but seriously the neighbour now thinks I am a scatty freak freak freak who cries and also DP kept ringing accusing me of having an affair, which is mighty embarrassing so she knows how controlling he is now
gah- back to hiding from the world!