Hi all.
Hazy, so sorry fil is so unwell. It never rains but it pours.
Jaydens birthday will be remembered here. We're going to a 2nd birthday party this afternoon so I will look at the little birthday boy and think of Jayden. xx
Boop, sounds like you have had a really shitty time of it. I love your dd's names, really beautiful! As for the friend, I think a combination of joy for them and a little bit of jealousy for you is quite normal isn't it? I find that I feel differently depending on who it is (ie, my brother and his wife had a son born just 12 days before Eris, and I am fine with him. But a school mum came on the school run with her newborn twins the other day and I just couldn't muster any pleaseure at all Not proud of it, but I can't help my feelings after all, and nor can you. x)
Trips, does dh actually like bananas? I hate them so would have a real struggle to eat one a day! Although I guess it might be more appealing in the form of banoffee pie of banana split!!!!!
Dooby, I have my 22 week anomoly scan on 2nd Oct. Will you ask Hannah to look out for us and bring us luck seeing as it is her birthday? It must be strange for you with her reaching this huge milestone but without her here.
Ilike, I know you're a busy bee but just to let you know we're thinking of you and little (or big!) Mac! meant to say, I love that name! My cousins dp is called Mac although for him it is a nickname, but I've always thought it really cool!
Dp and I have just had a lady round to sort out our wills. Should have done it years ago, but better late than never. It is so hard to think of what you want to happen with your children if you die, but now it is done it is done! But I really struggled with the who should be their guardians bit. I have lovely family and friends but they wouldn't raise them the same as me. Made me cry a little to think about my cherubs being without me
Anyway, enough melancholy from me! Better get ready to go to this party!
See you all later. xx