I'm hurting and I don't know what to say. This is the first day since he passed that my family have left. My baby was just 3 weeks old, 8 weeks premature and died in my arms after I had fallen asleep with him. It was horrific to wake up to. I can't forgive myself and I don't think my husband can either. My heart aches. I feel physically sick...we can't confirm the date until we get him back from post mortem. I'm dying inside and would kill myself if I hadn't already got a toddler to look after. Is there anyone our there lost their baby this way? Where do I go from here?? I hate myself for what I've done.
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apricotlane · 25/04/2022 10:00
It's a question. Calm down. The OP said it was said to her that they never come home as early as he was sent home. If there's been any issue surely that's worth querying. We've all said how very sorry we are!
PackofPoppadoms · 17/05/2022 22:10
Hi OP, my infant ds died in my arms while I was asleep, I just wanted to let you know you’re not alone: the sudden horrible discovery on waking up, the grief, the blur of CPR, police, paramedics, the sadness of the extended family, the questioning of oneself afterwards. Sending my condolences to you, your dh and toddler.
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