Hi guys. He's been here all day, just gone back out to get his daughter so I've got a little time to get on here. He came back this morning shouting and then screaming at me. I lost my temper when he tried to keep me from leaving the kitchen. Grr. Threatened to throw his cup of tea over him.
Apparently I'm only getting my hair cut in a juvenile attempt at tit for tat. He goes to the football ergo I get my hair cut! My god if that was the case I would have hair like Victoria Beckham!!!
I ended up saying to him that he has to contribute financially and have been told that I am a gold digger. that all i ever think about is money and as he shouldn;t be living with me (haven't told landlord) why should he give me any money!! At all, as technically, his money we shouldn;t be getting! Grr. It is irrelevant. But he still expects to be kept.
I told him i was done, finished and I wanted hgim to leave. he's told me he's not going because he has no where else to go. All day I have been going over and over in my head just what it is about him that changes me from an even tempered, non-confrontational easy going person almost to the type of person his ex is. ie, screechy, unbalanced and vicious.
I can't understand how things have changed. He made me so happy in the beginning but now all he does is make me angry.
My poor kids are having their dinner right now in the kitchen asking each other why I'm fighting with him.
he is still making it out that I am being completely unreasonable, as if he is being the grown up in our relationship and that I need to sort out my priotities. He's calling me juvenile?
I'm so angry right now.