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AIBU to be upset about silence and no explanation?

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Lifeinblackandwhite · 03/03/2026 17:59

I’m looking for a bit of perspective on a situation that’s left me feeling quite unsettled.

A friend and neighbour I’ve always been on good terms with (met up for coffee & lunch, exchanged Christmas and birthday cards, went to the cinema together etc) suddenly went very quiet with me, I know she had a recent bereavement and I sent messages of support and to make it clear I’m around if she needed a chat or to get out the house.

We’ve helped each other out in the past with feeding cats and looking after houses when one or the other of us has gone away and had an understanding that we’d support each other out when needed.

Recently I reached out to ask if she was available to feed my cat when I go away next month. She read the message, but didn’t respond.
I sent a couple of follow-ups (probably out of anxiety more than anything and to check she was ok) just to clarify there was no pressure and that I’d always return the favour if she needed me to.

There was still no reply, and then I found the house key I’d given her returned through my door with no note or explanation. Since then, communication seems to have stopped altogether. I think she may have blocked me on WhatsApp as her ‘last seen’ has disappeared.

I genuinely don’t know if I’ve done something wrong. I’ve tried to be kind and supportive, especially as she has had a difficult time recently. I’m feeling hurt, confused, and worried I may have upset them without realising.

I think it’s also triggered some old feelings from a past friendship where someone withdrew without explanation and ghosted me, so I might be extra sensitive to it. I feel like this is going to keep happening to me and I don’t know why.

Has anyone experienced something similar? How do you stop your mind jumping to “it must be me” when there’s no clear answer?
And how do I stop ruminating over this, the key through the letterbox feels so final, particularly with no note or explanation. It’s really quite sad.

OP posts:
Toenailz · 08/03/2026 02:15

I suspect, and it can only be a suspicion because we only have your side of the story, and we can't know what you friend was thinking, that the follow up messages were the problem.

You've tried to be thoughtful yes, in following up saying 'no pressure' etc, I totally understand where you're coming from, but that in itself is pressure and bombardment about it. Perhaps my follow up, if I was concerned at there being no response, would have been more along the lines of 'I realise I may have been a bit insensitive in asking you again. I'm sorry, it wasn't intended, I'll sort out a cattery/pet sitter. How are things for you at the moment? Would you like to come over for a wine/take away/chat, I've missed you'. Or something akin.

Jamfirstnotcream · 08/03/2026 06:56

Lifeinblackandwhite · 07/03/2026 22:29

@Jamfirstnotcream
I am pretty certain I have OCD. It’s very likely. However, not diagnosed.
My brother has it too. Although he doesn’t have the compulsions as much nowadays. It was bad when we were younger.
His took the form of checking behaviours (door locking, multiple turning on & off of lights) whereas mine is more in my brain. Rumination, intrusive thoughts, magical thinking.
I’m so tired of it tbh. I wish I had a different brain.
As you rightly said, I come across as intense and obsessive and of course that’ll put people off. It’s a miracle I’ve got any friends at all.

If its causing this much difficulty in your life amd personal relationships then seeking a formal diagnosis might be helpful?
There are treatments available and combined with CBT it might improve things @Lifeinblackandwhite

Lifeinblackandwhite · 08/03/2026 07:40

@Toenailz
I guess I’ve learnt from it. In the sense that I didn’t realise I was coming across as too intense & pushy. I honestly didn’t. I know it sounds like I'm not telling the truth on that, but I thought I was coming across as genuine and sincere. Because I was asking about how she was doing etc. but maybe it came across as selfish.
It would be great if there was some way I could have an external person analyse how I interact with others, as I actually thought I was a good communicator and good at reading people. Clearly that’s not the case and the autism assessment probably picked up on that, hence the diagnosis.

It’s like my default is to think about myself and so come across selfish, but I don’t know I’m doing that. If that makes sense.

OP posts:
Lifeinblackandwhite · 08/03/2026 07:40

@Jamfirstnotcream
I think it will. How do I go about a formal diagnosis for OCD? Would it be GP?

OP posts:
MrsEmmelinePankhurst · 08/03/2026 07:54

Hi OP

i just wanted to say that I was diagnosed autistic (and actually I’m pretty obviously AuDHD) in my 50s, and you sound so similar to me in your thought processes … and I don’t think you’ve done ANYTHING wrong here Flowers. You’re not a mind-reader; none of us are, not even NT people!

Your neighbour is grieving. Maybe that’s affected her behaviour towards you; maybe it hasn’t, but nothing you’ve described about your interactions with her suggests that you’ve behaved in anything other than a sensitive and supportive way.

My mind was blown during one of my autism assessment sessions when the psychiatrist asked me if I understood the difference between friendship and acquaintances specifically within my life. “Yes of course!” I answered confidently, then suddenly realised with an absolutely crushing sense of horror that I have misunderstood this my entire life, and that I’ve had many important-to-me “friendships” that simply aren’t viewed with the same level of importance by the other person. It’s been really tough coming to terms with this. You mentioned having a therapist - I’d discuss with them if you feel up to it.

Lifeinblackandwhite · 08/03/2026 08:26

@MrsEmmelinePankhurst

Yes, exactly this! I have no concept of the difference between friends and acquaintances. Like you I thought I did. But clearly not.

OP posts:
Lizzbear · 08/03/2026 10:09

Hi op
I totally understand how you’re feeling about this. I had what I thought was a good friendship with someone who had some problems and I was very supportive. She was supportive with my anxiety too. We went on a lot of walks and I’d go round to her house and chat with coffee etc.
She had to move a few miles away. Since she moved she’s cut some of her old friends off, including me, as she says she had a horrible few years (not caused by me) and wants to forget and move on.
I messaged her which she said was fine. We met up, when I told her I missed her, and she was upset at how upset I was about her going low contact. Made her feel guilty.
A month ago, Ingot really stressed about not knowing whether the friendship was going to continue.
I tried texting and then ringing. No answer, so I sent a few more long texts. Then texted to apologise about my messages as I could see they weren’t being replied to.
She sent me an angry text telling my to “please STOP! And how she just wanted to move in and had tried to explain it to me, and it wasn’t about anything I had done. Then she blocked me. Being like you, I was devastated, but am now trying to get over it and learn from it. I understand where you are coming from as I was obsessed and trying desperately to fix it or come to a nice resolution x

ObelixtheGaul · 08/03/2026 11:05

MrsEmmelinePankhurst · 08/03/2026 07:54

Hi OP

i just wanted to say that I was diagnosed autistic (and actually I’m pretty obviously AuDHD) in my 50s, and you sound so similar to me in your thought processes … and I don’t think you’ve done ANYTHING wrong here Flowers. You’re not a mind-reader; none of us are, not even NT people!

Your neighbour is grieving. Maybe that’s affected her behaviour towards you; maybe it hasn’t, but nothing you’ve described about your interactions with her suggests that you’ve behaved in anything other than a sensitive and supportive way.

My mind was blown during one of my autism assessment sessions when the psychiatrist asked me if I understood the difference between friendship and acquaintances specifically within my life. “Yes of course!” I answered confidently, then suddenly realised with an absolutely crushing sense of horror that I have misunderstood this my entire life, and that I’ve had many important-to-me “friendships” that simply aren’t viewed with the same level of importance by the other person. It’s been really tough coming to terms with this. You mentioned having a therapist - I’d discuss with them if you feel up to it.

Like you, I can't tell the difference between casual acquaintances and friendships well, but this situation, I feel, isn't just about that, or necessarily about being a mind reader (though I do think that would help).

It's about not making each situation about you and your feelings, often unconsciously. Most people, even NT people, do this, some more than others, and don't even realise it. OP isn't being selfish deliberately, or misreading cues, she's being human. Humans are inherently self-absorbed, it's a survival trait. Some people (and I am a long way from being one of them) don't have this trait to such a profound level, or have learnt techniques to tame it.

If we look at a very simple exchange example the OP gave us: "I'm there for you". Sounds great, doesn't it? Sounds like a lovely friend. OP certainly meant it with the best intentions.

But that sentence is, fundamentally about the OP. It's telling the other person something about the OP, rather than asking the person about themselves. Bearing in mind that the other person in this situation is not only also human, with that same self-absorption trait, but has an added layer of grief on top of that, subconsciously what they actually read isn't 'I'm there for you' as an offer of help, but 'I'm there for you' as a reminder that OP exists, and on top of everything else, they've got to think about OP. It can read as though OP is asking to be included in something that isn't about her.

So, how could OP reframe that, if she were to find herself in that situation again? Instead of stating that she's there, she could simply ask, 'how are you?'. That puts the other person front and centre. It takes the 'I' out of it, and makes the recipient feel, again, subconsciously, that the OP is thinking about them, rather than wanting the recipient to think about her.

Dealing with others' grief is so very hard for those outside. When I met the man who would become my husband, he was dealing with a terrible close personal tragedy. The biggest lesson I learned through that really intense experience, was to listen.. And asking how someone is, shows you want to listen.

I'm still not good at the art of listening in general. Nor have I got rid of my tendency to think about myself. It's taken some bloody hard honesty to admit that sometimes, for me, 'being there' wasn't something I did for the other person, it was something I did for me. To show what a good friend I was, to boost my value in the eyes of the other person.

I've got a friend who has always been good at this. So good she became a Samaritan. For some rare, beautiful people, it comes easy. For most of us it takes effort. For some of us, it's much harder. And it isn't because those people are awful people. It's just a skill it takes us more effort to acquire. But I do believe we can acquire it. It will never be easy for us, or natural, but being aware that it's something we aren't good at is a big first step.

Weirdnailhelp · 08/03/2026 11:10

Hi, i’ve read all your responses and I think you sound like a lovely, thoughtful person. I think your neighbour has been pretty cruel to be honest. I think I have autistic traits, and I too find it exhausting to try and read all these social cues. I hope you’re okay. I’m please don’t feel badly of yourself. I don’t think you’ve done anything wrong.

Jamfirstnotcream · 08/03/2026 12:53

I really dont think its helpful to keep pointing out who is wrong/ not wrong in situations like this
There has clearly been a communication mismatch and the Op may have receptive and expressive communication difficulties
Overall it feels like the Op is focused on getting their needs met, asked once,sent what they thought were 2 supportive messages, then asked AGAIN.

The outcome is that the neighbour doesnt feel listened to or understood.

Ultimately I would not have bothered someone who was recently bereaved with a request for petsitting
Culturally in the UK support is provided in to the bereaved not out

MyLimePoet · 19/03/2026 02:08

Lifeinblackandwhite · 04/03/2026 22:44

I just feel like a crap person now. My parents never had friends when I was growing up, I never really saw how to maintain or communicate in healthy friendships. I guess the AUDHD doesn’t help either.

i’ve just got to get over it and yes I am getting a bit fixated on it.

You're not a crap person. I actually don't think you've done much wrong. She's ghosted you when she could have given you an explanation even by what's app. You asked her to look after your cat. Hardly the worst thing in the world.

You seriously don't need to beat yourself up over this. Being ghosted is completely horrible

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