To feel the loss. Twinless twin

[Chickencuddle]

I was born an identical twin. My twin passed away a day after we were born. Im not sure if its because I dont really have many people in my life and no family really. But I always felt there was a nice of me missing and I wish she could have been hwre. When things are hard I think if her. I feel a bit guilty too that im the one who lived.
Am I totally crazy?
Is anyone else a twinless twin.

I took my traumas to a therapist some years ago

@feelingsarentfacts Might be worth revisiting?

https://www.linkedin.com/posts/jimcampbell2_the-rescuing-hugkyrie-and-brielle-jackson-share-7427100694228385792-qlRP?utm_source=social_share_send&utm_medium=android_app&rcm=ACoAABPsPAcBc4z7D7ZRNe8HJLVrZ4Vm7yByuwU&utm_campaign=copy_link
I think this says everything about why you and so many twinless twins feel a loss in their lives, @Chickencuddle .

You're not being unreasonable at all. This is supposed to be a fairly common thing with twins who lost their twin in childbirth.

Elvis had a twin who died at birth (Jesse Garon Presley) and it's said that Elvis felt like a part of him was missing throughout his life.

I’m very sorry darling