It's an overtime shift, on a&e
I'm already tired
My house is so messy it's making me sad and I'll be too tired to do much about it when I get home
I don't like leaving the house before ds but will have to or I'll be an hour late
I want to spend the day putting my house back together and chilling with the cat
I got a book for my birthday two weeks ago that I haven't even started yet but really want to read
I don't want to get up at 6am
Winter pressure is already starting and it just seems to get more intense every year
I don't feel like being assaulted (a not unreasonable desire, but as likely to happen as not in a busy a&e)
I resent having to work so many hours just to line some London landlord's pockets who has never even been to my city let alone the house. Especially when he does fuck all about the disrepair in the house. (blown down fence, black mould, water damaged floors)
I could go on but I'm already having a bit of a pity party for myself and this probably isn't helping