Im 40, married, been with my husband for the best part of 25 years. I adore him, he's hilarious, we have a great relationship and children.
Theres a neighbour down the road, she is 23, gay and fucking beautiful.
I'm mainly straight but every 5 or so years I will see a woman that gives me that absolute fanny gallops, before even having spoken to them.
This young woman is doing the same.
She works in a shop that I have to frequent on the daily.
I went through an absolute mental 5 minutes and followed her on fb (we know each other loosely through friends and neighbours) and stupidly told her she was hot.
she was gracious but a brick response - understandably!
I had a realisation that I was basically a dirty old married woman letching on a beautiful woman, which is a fucking horrible feeling as I've been on the receiving end.
I acknowledged my mistake with her for the same reasons above and unfollowed her.
BUT I can't stop thinking about her! She's so fit! And I'm so married! And old!
what the FUCK is wrong with me?!
is it middle age?!