I'm so tired.
I suggested to my partner that we go on a 1-2 night stay somewhere local.That way we can travel back quickly/easily if we need to. Not a big holiday, just an overnight break.
This would be on me.
My bf screamed at me, insulted me and slammed the door in my face.
That's not normal is it? I come from such a fucked up background it's hard to know sometimes.
All of the finances are on me. All of the cleaning is on me. I cook but only a few times a week because I don't trust the state he leaves the kitchen in. If I sound like Mrs. Bucket - I'm not. It's made both of us ill multiple times and he acknowledges this. He gets really angry if I don't cook lunch for him.
I'm making plans to leave. I'm only here because I know he wouldn't cope without me. It wasn't always like this. I just find it hard to know why someone can have an offer of a trip away and flip like that.
He knew I was upset and came in to explain why he doesn't want to go. He feels unwell and tired.
That's fine. That's an answer.
No thank you - maybe another time. Fine.
I'm sick of being made to feel like a monster when I just try to be nice.