To ask for a handhold I feel so alone

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I'm due to have a 6/7 week scan tomorrow after multiple miscarriages (double figures) and I've got period like cramps and bleeding.

I've been bleeding on and off for 2 weeks, no clots.

I feel so alone and I just want to cancel my scan in the morning. Time and time again I've sat in that waiting area, I've had to listen to the "I'm sorry" words, I've had to sit in the family room with a useless leaflet about miscarriage and a box of tissues.

I'm not religious but I could really do with some positive thoughts being put out there for me tonight, I'm not sure I can endure another loss 😢

Oh, that's amazing! Congratulations!

Well aunties, I need another handhold 🙏🏻 found out I'm 4 weeks pregnant and need all the luck I can get ♥️ you all seemed to work some magic with Tilly 🥹

She's 14 months old now and walking. She is a fiercely independent, chatterbox who gives the cutest random kisses (dribble included) and loves to dance 🥰 she makes me so proud every day!

Here's some photos of Spain!

Hope you're all well x

Ahhh that’s so wonderful - wishing you huge luck and love OP 🤞🤞🤞

Wonderful news and love how Tilly has grown. Congratulations x

I didn’t follow this from the beginning, but just ran through your posts as it came up on my feed. I am in tears! What a wonderful outcome - she is beautiful.

Oh my goodness yours blessings are coming in abundance at last 🙏🙏🙏 prayers and love to you .
Tilly is a little beauty you must be over the moon with her .
Take care of yourself ! ❤️ xx

This is the first time I have ever come across this thread and my god has it made me emotional! I wish I had seen it at the time to offer you my prayers as well but I am so happy that you had the most beautiful baby girl, what an absolute little cutie!!!! This time around I would like to say I am sending you lots of prayers and good wishes and hoping that your second time around is as wonderful as the last!

Congratulations 🎉 I've followed quietly since the beginning,and this is just the loveliest news ❤️

Oh my word!

Happy birthday Tilly and absolutely everything crossed

Congratulations, what absolutely wonderful news.

Tilly is the most adorable little cutie pie

Sending love and hugs ❤️

Oh my goodness what a beautiful and magical surprise! She is one absolutely GORGEOUS wee tinker tot 💕❤️ so delighted to hear of your delightful news! Your body did it once, it can do it again xx

She's gorgeous. Massive congratulations again. Sending positive thoughts and I'll look forward to the happy update. Because there will be one I'm sure.

Wonderful news! Many congratulations. Wow look how big she is 🥰

OMG, so happy for you !!! Congrats on your new edition 😀

How exciting! Reminds me of a trip to Spain with DC1 when I was just pregnant with DC2 - same age gap! I’ll send all the vibes your way.

Sending positive vibes to you and your lovely family ❤️

Fingers crossed for you!

Amazing news! Your body knows how to do it - Tilly is the living incredibly cute proof of that. Keep strong xxx

Oh wow, what amazing news. Tilly will be an amazing big sister💜💛💚

That's such wonderful news. I have followed your thread from the beginning. Fingers crossed and all my best wishes that things work out for you this time too.

What a beautiful thread.

Your little girl is precious op
Good luck with your pregnancy.

Wonderful news OP, HUGE congratulations to all of you! xx

Your daughter looks a sweetheart. This is the first time I’ve seen this thread, and it’s lovely.
Good luck with your new pregnancy 💐

Thats amazing news. Huge congratulations . I hope all goes well again. Tilly looks so independent and happy on her hols

Good luck! 🤞