To ask for a handhold I feel so alone

[elm26]

I'm due to have a 6/7 week scan tomorrow after multiple miscarriages (double figures) and I've got period like cramps and bleeding.

I've been bleeding on and off for 2 weeks, no clots.

I feel so alone and I just want to cancel my scan in the morning. Time and time again I've sat in that waiting area, I've had to listen to the "I'm sorry" words, I've had to sit in the family room with a useless leaflet about miscarriage and a box of tissues.

I'm not religious but I could really do with some positive thoughts being put out there for me tonight, I'm not sure I can endure another loss 😢

She is such a beautiful baby 😍😍 love seeing the updates, and amazing to see how much you and your family are thriving!! Portugal looked lovely, my favourite place to go abroad ❤️

I also didn't spot the date of the OP when I started reading and had my heart in my mouth right up to the 16/11/22 post about having the scan the next morning. Then I was just confused as that is today's date but a time that hasn't happened yet 🤣
After that it was just a delight and a joy to see your updates and photos 😊

So glad you got your happy ending! She is delightful!

She is so cute!

She’s the bee’s knees, OP! x

Merry Christmas Mumsnet Aunties! We hope you and your loved ones have a lovely day 🎄♥️

Gorgeous! A very Merry Christmas to you!

Ah look at the little darling 🥰, hope you have had a lovely day

Beyond gorgeous ♥️♥️♥️ a very merry Christmas 🎄

A big handheld and positive vibes, I really hope all goes well for you x

Read the whole thread!!!!! 🙄🙄

Oh my goodness she’s a little angel 😇 Merry Christmas 🎄

Oh, look at that wee beauty.

Thanks so much for posting this lovely update. All the photos are 💖💖but the one in the tartan dress is especially sweet. Hope you have all had a fantastic first Christmas.

Happy First Christmas Tilly and family. Hope you had a lovely day 🎄🎅🎄

Aww, I've never seen your posts before, but I can well and truly understand where you were during your pregnancy.
I struggled for 13 odd years to have my son, he was born in April of 2022.

I love all of the pictures, what a lovely little thing she is!

I hope you had the most wonderful Christmas! This age is so so special, and it's a really big blessing to just enjoy them isn't it! After all it took to get here!! ♡♡

Awwwwwww 😍happy Christmas to you all op xxx

Happy Christmas to you and your beautiful little family ❤

Gorgeous pictures, gorgeous girl! 🥰

Merry Christmas!

She is beautiful and this thread made me cry tears of happiness for you.
Enjoy every second 🥰

Thank you for the very special and delightful updates 💗

Thanks for updating, I have never posted before but have followed your thread and was delighted to see those Christmas Day pictures.

Merry Christmas! She is growing up so fast! 🥰

So wonderful! She's beyond adorable. Suxh a happy ending. Im so pleased. I remember those scary early scans after loss too. Currently cuddled up with my one-who-made-it now xx

Happy Christmas @elm26 and Tilly 🎅

Merry Christmas lovely girl 💓💓💓💓