To ask for a handhold I feel so alone

[elm26]

I'm due to have a 6/7 week scan tomorrow after multiple miscarriages (double figures) and I've got period like cramps and bleeding.

I've been bleeding on and off for 2 weeks, no clots.

I feel so alone and I just want to cancel my scan in the morning. Time and time again I've sat in that waiting area, I've had to listen to the "I'm sorry" words, I've had to sit in the family room with a useless leaflet about miscarriage and a box of tissues.

I'm not religious but I could really do with some positive thoughts being put out there for me tonight, I'm not sure I can endure another loss 😢

Happy (belated) Christmas. What a poppet 💕

All your aunties have had so much joy in your safe arrival, and you aresuch a beautiful girl. Happy Christmas time and a happy year!xxx

What an amazing thread ! Merry Christmas

Hi MN Aunties!

Tilly is now 9 months, she crawls but only backwards 😂 she LOVES her food and is a total fruit monster, she can say "mum" "dad" and "Ted" (our dogs name) and she's just the happiest, sweetest baby ☺️ she loves books, especially ones with the different textures in that she can feel and she gets the giggles when Ted brings her his toys.

Hope you are all well!

So adorable

@elm26 she's absolutely gorgeous (making me broody, less of that 😂)

Tilly is beautiful!
Congratulations! I've just come across this thread and I'm so pleased this sweet girl is here :) x

Such a happy smiley little delight. I don’t have nieces / nephews, quite lovely to be an auntie if only on here

Goodness me she is perfect. Tilly is one happy looking, smiley little girl. I’m so happy for you. Thank you for sharing ☺️.

Awwwww so precious ❤️❤️❤️

What a lovely thread. I hadn’t noticed the date on the OP so it’s great to see Tilly as she is now, she’s adorable, congratulations.

Thanks for sharing! What a cutie. Now I'm broody too...

Aww she is so adorable. Thank you for sharing x

Thank you so much for the wonderful update. She is adorable! 🥰

I genuinely can't get over how cute she is.

Such a lucky girl with the best parents. Bless her dog friend fetching his toys for her ❤ Amazing how quick the time passes. Soak it in @elm26 before you know it she'll be toddling into school. Keep enjoying every moment of happiness you deserve, with such a beautiful daughter. Sending you all my love, you're amazing.

I loveeee this thread! From such a desperate beginning to the absolutely gorgeous Tilly. Thanks so much for continuing to share your beautiful daughter with us all. I love having all the updates and pictures. And I'm sure your story will bring hope to many when all may seem lost to them. 🥰

Hello Tilly!! She's so cute - lovely to see her again 🥰

Thanks for posting an update, what a cheery little soul.

I remember your first post, it gives me joy that everything worked out, what a cutie 💕

Congratulations. She is lovely. What a lovely story. X

She is lovely! DiL is currently in labour with their first child, and our first grandchild. Feels very special 😍

I want her!!!!

Oh I love updates like these!!! She is so beautiful 😍 congratulations again OP!!