I know people will say it’s impossible and I would probably say the same if I saw a thread like this
BUT
I can’t physically leave - the house is rented and I don’t and can’t earn more whilst the DS’s are young.
I do love him and the relationship between him and the children, they would be heartbroken without their dad and I would be heartbroken without them so it’s all a massive mess.
Has anyone stayed until the children were older so not to cause the destruction that will follow?
AIBU?
to be gay but stay with husband for the children?
SadSuzie · 19/09/2022 13:38
Am I being unreasonable?
338 votes. Final results.
POLLSadSuzie · 19/09/2022 17:42
I can’t rent on my own as I don’t earn enough and won’t for many years
surely the fall out would be easier to deal with as young adults than primary aged children though?
he knows I’m gay but is happy to pretend I’m not or draw it up to a mid life crisis to carry on as normal - there are no lies involved in this
Porcupineintherough · 19/09/2022 18:24
Presumably the OP was hoping he'd leave as the relationship is over and she is going to continue to provide primary care for the children.
SadSuzie · 19/09/2022 17:42
I can’t rent on my own as I don’t earn enough and won’t for many years
surely the fall out would be easier to deal with as young adults than primary aged children though?
he knows I’m gay but is happy to pretend I’m not or draw it up to a mid life crisis to carry on as normal - there are no lies involved in this
SadSuzie · 19/09/2022 19:25
It’s the destruction caused to the children that’s stopping me leaving
I can’t just walk out without them - I wouldn’t but I also have to add I do 90% of the childcare and also everything else, bedtimes etc even when he is here.
They rely on me far more in many ways but idolise their dad.
I just don’t want to upset them - I don’t expect him to leave, we both rent this house, I’m just pointing out that whilst he could afford to leave, I can’t.
OhmygodDont · 19/09/2022 19:37
What happens when in six months or a year his fed up of a sexless marriage with a lesbian women and gets a gf he moves into his bed? How will you cope then? When his moved in a stepmom and you still have nowhere to go?
its all good and well thinking about how will you cope but you’ve got no idea what his really thinking or planning.
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SadSuzie · 19/09/2022 19:43
It sounds awful but because he’s just not a go getter - he’s a safe, plodding alone type, I can imagine him sticking around like this for quite a long time so that he gets to see the kids every day.
He doesn’t do a whole lot with them but he does completely dote on them as they do him.
They are only 6 and 9 hence me saying it’s going to be a long time until I can get a job without childcare being a massive issue.
I love him and there’s nobody else; I just know I’m gay and I don’t know how I bloody missed it.
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