@PinkFing
Someone who had low self esteem and thought that being spoken to like shit all the time was ok. If I was like this I wouldn’t even had posted and been upset at his actions
But it's not just about how he speaks to you, it's also how he
treats you. It's his actions. He shows you and the baby are NOT a priority to him. As others have said, our partners would be up like a shot worried about us if we were like how you were. Yours told you, a 37 week pregnant woman and mother of his child to 'be quiet' and he then went back to sleep. That is the
action of a man who
treats you like shit. If he loved you, he would be worried out of his mind, up with you, helping you. God, he made you, a 37 week pregnant woman, come home by a
bus for petes sake, because he is too much of drinker/druggie to save up for a car like normal people. OP, that is simply NOT NORMAL. No one would expect a 37 week pregnant would to take a bus. He'd be there to greet you to pick you up, or have his mother or a friend or your mother/father/friend meet you to pick you up. Tell your friends he had you catch a bus back at 37 weeks pregnant and just released from hospital. Ask for their response to that. They'll probably say if they'd known they would have picked you up or arranged something.
You might not have low self esteem, but your expectations are so rock bottom like someone above said, they are so rock bottom they are underground. I would have expected my partner to quit boozing and drugging when we were trying for a baby, and I would have expected a basic car by now. I also would not have been expected to make my own way home on a bus, at 37 weeks pregnant. I would have expected my partner to have arranged time off some time during the day to pick me up or have arranged someone to meet me at the hospital and pick me up.
These are basic normal human decencies. Things that a man in love would be bending over backwards to do. The man you are with, is more scum. Sorry, but he is not father material, not at all. To be honest he sounds to be not happy with this pregnancy at all and it sounds like he is dreading becoming a father. His absolute lack of any concern for your health and wellbeing, whatsoever, shows this. People here are trying to tell you he is scum, he is useless, which he is. Please listen.