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I'm a SAHM and dp won't give me access to his bank account.

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Junoscup · 26/02/2021 19:51

We have 3 DC (eldest two aren't his). Our youngest is 18 months.
I am a SAHM, have been since pregnant with youngest.
After a lengthy period of not being ontop of finances and struggling to make ends meet, we are going to be calculating everything this weekend and coming up with a budget.
I have recently submitted his last 3 years (late) worth of self assessments (he is self employed and stopped using his accountant, long story) without being able to claim expenses for fuel and tools because he didn't keep his receipts.

He has been keeping them consistently for the last few months though since we submitted his tax returns.

I just asked him if I could have access to his bank account log in to assist me keeping on top of everything (all bills come out of his account).

He has said no. That he will be giving me his work expense receipts and that's all I will need, that he doesn't want to be nagged every time he buys something. I asked him if he intended on buying things that he wouldn't tell me about and he said no. I said, so what's the issue then and he said "I work, it's my money". I responded that this logic was flawed considering I am at home caring for his child and am not working because of this, am totally dependent on him etc so how is it his money and not both of ours.

I know what he gets paid because copies of his invoices get sent to our address from work every two weeks. I pointed out that I would know if there was money missing based on that and our bills etc....so what's the problem with me seeing this account.

This went round in circles and he didn't budge. It's his account and his money and he won't have me nagging him every time he spends money on a coffee or 20 quid on golf.

AIBU to think this is not OK?

OP posts:
Wondermule · 27/02/2021 18:52

OP you’ve made a lot of bad (probably emotionally driven) decisions over the years. But - deep breath - you can put them right. But you will need stamina and determination, and not be tempted into slipping back into old ways.

Step 1 - have sit down conversation with your partner. You pop along to a registry office and get married in the next few months, you’re leaving. Point out how vulnerable he would leave you (and his daughter) if he got run over by a truck tomorrow.

  1. Have a really thorough search for jobs that offer training/qualifications, or an apprenticeship. Apprenticeships aren’t for school leavers any more - lots of employers accept older applicants, and you will be paid at least the minimum wage. Do you have any interests? Where (roughly) do you live? If you can share some info I can come up with some ideas (I really enjoy job hunting for others, weirdly).
  1. Why haven’t you applied for child maintenance for your older two kids? (sorry if I’ve missed that bit)
Wondermule · 27/02/2021 18:53

*or you’re leaving

Caramelwhispers · 27/02/2021 19:09

Does he not feel any shame begging from his in laws to pay for his family expenses yet he bans you from working? He can't be that traditional if he takes hand outs from his in laws. My dad was old school and would never, ever accept hand outs fromy mum's dad. Your dp is a cheeky free loading so & so who is financially abusive.

Caramelwhispers · 27/02/2021 19:12

@Wondermule

If you had your first child at 20 and they’re 10, that would make you 30, not 34? Or have I missed something?
*@Wondermule* the op has already dealt with this in her updates. Some dates and ages have been changed to protect privacy as people op knows are on mn so may recognise her.
TinaTurnoff · 27/02/2021 19:18

Is there a reason the dad of the first two children hasn’t been pursued for maintenance?

Graphista · 27/02/2021 19:19

For starters being unmarried you have zero legal rights financially which tbh is a horrible position to be in

For another I suspect his employers are acting illegally positing that he's self employed

https://www.gov.uk/employment-status/selfemployed-contractor

https://www.acas.org.uk/checking-your-employment-rights

It's clear to me he's hiding something too. Could be simple but very irresponsible "frittering" but could also be serious debt, gambling, drugs, using prostitutes, an affair, a secret child, or indeed he's getting more income than he's telling you about - any number of things that might prompt you to end the relationship

I would not be at all happy with this lack of transparency and the lack of security afforded to you and the dc.

Are you unmarried because he won't marry you? But you would marry if he would?

I have wanted to get married for years and he keeps saying he will ask. We have had many arguments about it

Yep! Thought so!

he won't allow it this is horrific

He's abusive imo - financially and mentally. He's controlling.

Are you planning to leave him? I hope so!

And I am guessing it's YOUR parents you're "borrowing" from? And not repaying the debts?

If I did so and he walked out I'd still be financially fucked and have to rely on government welfare top ups

How is that worse than the position you're in now? Plus it would be temporary in all likelihood. You can work your way up once in a job, childcare costs lessen as the kids get older...

The main thing is that you would no longer be under his control

Or if he leaves I will be reliant on tax credits and housing benefit to top up lack of earnings

More likely UC, which works differently

I do not have a career to return to. I don't have a degree. I don't have qualifications or experience.

You could get them. Bookkeeping as suggested would be a good idea, there are plenty of online courses. It’s also a job that can be done from home.

I went to uni 2nd time as a single parent with dd as a toddler at first. Doesn't have to be a full degree though, could be any number of training or education courses, an apprenticeship etc get some career advice

OP, please get some advice from a solicitor about a Cohabitation Agreement, you need to see how you can protect your interests.

I really can't see her partner agreeing to that!

I was in an abusive relationship with my ex for 8 years

And you're in another one now. I have the feeling you've posted about him many times before and you're told to become independent and leave him but you never do.

You're frozen in this victim status, PLEASE get support to get out of this relationship, become truly independent and do something like the freedom programme - and stay single for a while! - so as to avoid yet another abuser

Yes but while he stays the top ups come from him

when he deigns to! I suspect the reality is most of it is coming from your parents

Who pays for my older children? He does

Does he really? How much is borrowed each month and how much of that is spent on dc?

Not surprised you have mh issues! That too would very likely massively improve if you left him. That said if they are significant it could mean you’re eligible for certain benefits including pip. I have mh issues too and I get benefits as a result. Depends on severity

If you had started uni before dc you MUST at least have A-levels and possibly still have cats points to carry forward?

If your home is yours and in your name he has no right to refuse to move out! Get him kicked out! Change the locks, bar the door!

Find your anger please

You can claim Jobseekers Allowance if you register as being available to work. It is £58.90 pw if you are under 24 years of age and £74.35 if over 24

Where you getting this? Decades out of date! JSA no longer exists for new claimants for people like op, she is ineligible. It would be UC and would be a joint claim - her partner would have to sign the forms and even if he did I'm guessing a man like this would likely insist on the payments going into his account (which is why so many of us have and continue to campaign for changes to uc so that it isn't a joint claim it's far too open to abuse) which would leave the op still stuck, depending on his earnings they may not be eligible anyway. The family may not be skint due to lack of income but his excessive spending!

He is legally required to support his own children, so ask him when you will get an allowance

Yea good luck with that! Even when cms involved this often doesn't happen!

@LagunaBubbles that's out of order! This is a victim of abuse you're talking to! Though you're not the only one yours was the worst I've seen so far. Posters need to remember they are speaking to a victim of abuse here!

That he would pay for everything and I would look after our child full time

Well he's not upheld his part has he? Not if you're borrowing from parents all the time.

Please get help to find the strength to leave him and secure you and dcs future

It's simple, but not easy, for op to make the plans and moves necessary to get away from this man and this situation.

Op start by mentally preparing, speak to women's aid or similar and be guided by them.

You CAN improve your life. It will take time and effort and it won't always be plain sailing but it can be done - you've done it before! That's how strong you really are! Don't lose sight of that, you have it in you to achieve this.

Please do it for yourself and your dc

Op also make sure and clear your device history

@skeenskeenjellybean such a brave post well done to you

some of us aren't as sensible as you or sometimes shitty life stuff trips you up and gets in the way

Exactly! Financial education is pretty much non existent, many women don't KNOW how vulnerable they are having dc without being married, and even with being married you're not totally protected.

I learned the hard way too, and I’m far from stupid! I simply had no experience of divorce or cm etc my parents are still married (and this is an abusive relationship too inc financial abuse)

Ex was not abusive while we were together but literally as soon as we split he was a total bastard over finances! He basically abandoned all responsibility for dd it took nearly 3 years for csa to get their act together and get that first payment from him and he never paid consistently or reliably and he wasn't only not self employed the govt employed him! (Army) so the govt knew exactly where he was and how much he was paid! Made sod all difference! I was a Sahm at time of split (complex reasons) so he knew I'd no income and still emptied the joint accounts.

I will NEVER rely on a partner/spouse financially again. I will never have a joint account.

I think a joint account would be inadvisable in this situation either given he seems the irresponsible type, that would leave the op even more vulnerable to being responsible for his debts

@AcrossthePond55 kindly, she is not a single mum as far as Uk Benefits are concerned

CM VERY hard to get out of self employed nrps here, cm supposedly calculated on taxable income, they manipulate their accounts so it looks like they're not earning enough to pay much if any cm, they dodge and avoid filling in the paperwork etc, hell my ex managed that for 3 years! It's a shit system here

I don't understand why your DP doesn't want you to work

It allows him to maintain control over her, also as you say likely because he doesn't want to be solely responsible for any childcare (too much like actual work probably) plus he would likely resent paid for childcare too as would reduce the amount he has for whatever he is spending on - this is why it's abusive

People really need to at least read ops posts:

HE WON'T MARRY HER

HE WON'T BE HONEST AND TRANSPARENT ABOUT MONEY

HE WON'T TAKE CARE OF THE KIDS IF SHE WERE TO GET AN EVE/WEEKEND JOB (would you really leave a small toddler with such a man against his wishes?

EX FATHER TO ELDER 2 DOES NOT RELIABLY PAY CM

HOUSE IS IN OPS NAME

BILLS IN OPS NAME BUT PAID (SUPPOSEDLY) by partner

EX WAS ALSO ABUSIVE

At 18 months it's frankly ridiculous precluding SEN that she won't go to her Dad

Entirely possible that the child senses he isn't a safe or kind person or has even witnessed other abuse op has chosen not to tell us about. Young children are very instinctual and can be good judges of character

Op PLEASE seek advice, help and support from women’s aid and other organisations to get out of this relationship and become independent and avoid getting into another abusive relationship

Wishing you soooo much luck

RickiTarr · 27/02/2021 19:22

@TinaTurnoff

Is there a reason the dad of the first two children hasn’t been pursued for maintenance?
He has. He pays intermittently as the CMS catch up with him.

This has been covered several times.

Try reading the thread.

RickiTarr · 27/02/2021 19:23

@Graphista epic effort to instill some sanity there wink SmileWine

Wondermule · 27/02/2021 19:23

@Caramelwhispers okay, I didn’t spot that but, apologies. I agree with every word you say - there is nothing ‘traditional’ about happily accepting handouts from your in laws and refusing to marry the mother of your child.

Men seem to find their romantic side when they get a baby or a housekeeper out of it, but it mysteriously vanishes when it comes to proposing Hmm

SnackSizeRaisin · 27/02/2021 19:37

Have you considered call centre work, or being a postlady? Either of those are better than minimum wage. Royal mail pay over £10 an hour and you sound fit and active. Hours for new recruits are 9.30 till 2.30 5 days a week so it could fit around school for your older 2, if you can get childcare for the Saturday mornings.

Your partner may want you to stay home but unfortunately that's not an option if he can't afford to support you.

I don't fully understand though, you say he earns three times what you did and you are in a council house so rent is cheap. So he must earn a fair bit - so why are you struggling so much? You need an open and honest discussion about how you are going to manage. Not getting access to his personal account is a red herring - you don't need to know all his outgoings. You just need to know how much the bills are and how much you are both going to put towards them.

Graphista · 27/02/2021 19:43

@RickiTarr thanks. I am witness to my mothers almost 50 years in an abusive marriage plus the experiences with my ex make me feel strongly that we need to do all we can to prevent other women and children being in situations like this

and you are in a council house so rent is cheap not always the case sadly

so why are you struggling so much?

From what op says it's highly likely he is spending the money frivolously outside of the house/family

You need an open and honest discussion about how you are going to manage

You clearly have no idea how such men work - be thankful! They are skilled manipulators and bullies who won't answer ANY question they don't want to

DrManhattan · 27/02/2021 22:19

Feel sorry for the op and her kids. Hope she gets sorted x

mayjaye · 28/02/2021 00:41

Nice summary, @Graphista. The things that really stand out to me:

• Tells her she's not allowed to get a job because their DD "needs" her.
• Has her do his taxes for free, but won't pay her or give him access to the accounts.
• Considers all the money his to go out golfing if he wants to, though they're having to borrow from her parents to make ends meet.
• All financial liabilities in their household are in her name.
• Wants a "traditional" relationship but won't get married or consider a joint account.
• OP was formerly in an abusive relationship.

Her partner is pushing her into a situation of financial precarity and dependence. I can't say for sure it's abusive, but there are so many red flags here, and I'm honestly shocked how many people are assuming the problem is OP just being silly rather than potentially victimised.

Caramelwhispers · 28/02/2021 00:50

I think the op has left the thread now, which is a shame as there was a lot of useful information on here. I hope she takes some of the advice on board & changes her situation.

LittleJules59 · 28/02/2021 03:11

@Graphista

Good summary, as others have said. The guy is clearly abusive, and I'd get him out for that alone.

However, it sounds like the guy is a complete tosser with money. He's self employed with a van. So, he should be claiming £300 to £400 quid a month of tax relief for the costs of the contract hire/maintenance/petrol, but can't be bothered to do that for three years without his partner making him. He must have been racking up a shed load of additional unnecessary penalties in that time as well (up to £10 per day sometimes) . He is happy to let his in laws "lend" money, but still pursues his own hobbies. Totally selfish and irresponsible.

He wants the thrill and ego boost of being the big man in charge of everything but I'd bet he has massive debts with that attitude. He doesn't want OP to see that he's fallible, so keeps her in the dark.

I would NOT marry this guy without seeing his bank balance and credit cards, which will never happen. OP could end up jointly responsible for a lot of money, and people like that rarely change their spending habits.

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