You know, I think in isolation it was nice and was meant to indicate hope and praise,, but to me, it spoke as though we are celebrating that the pandemic is all over. To me it spoke as though we'd got through it all now, as though we were safe now. But I don't feel hopeful right now at all. I don't feel safe. I work in an ICU, and I'm so fucking tired. Myself and my colleagues are feeling the worst we've felt since this began. We are at breaking point. This is far, far worse than the spring.
And knowing that the gov collects the funding for the BBC... I just feel fed up because the government are a bunch of fucking idiots and this year has shown that more than EVER before. So yes, in isolation it was heartwarming, but (and call me miserable), I feel like I just can't like it, I can't accept a hopeful note because we are nowhere near out of deep water yet.
It's about to get worse before it gets better and I'm exhausted, scared and lonely (haven't seen my family in a very long time because I work with Covid patients and some of my family are vulnerable).
So yeah. I understand why people liked it, but also, I felt angry 😔