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Things that irritate you as a lone parent *lighthearted*

187 replies

earthtopluto · 11/10/2020 23:09

"It must be hard being his mum AND dad" - erm, no, I'm just his mum!

Friend texting me saying "I know how you feel now" after her husband went away for two days.

Also, the loneliness (ok, not quite so lighthearted).

Anything else?

OP posts:
GlummyMcGlummerson · 13/10/2020 11:56

Thanks all, I was all set to make a complaint to the head but then lockdown happened! I had them just me for the first six weeks as I got furloughed, and luckily a different teacher was in charge of sending DD's class homeschool stuff. So they went to exH's for a couple of weeks and he did naff all, but the lovely teacher couldn't give 2 hoots.

I emailed DD's new teacher in August to explain she's as her dad's EOW, and if homework isn't done then she needs to take it up with him. She actually rang me and couldn't have been more lovely, she doesn't chase for homework anyway and has marked down when DD is at her dad's so she knows if there's any issues who to call!

It's maybe because we'd already split by the time they went to that school, or maybe because Ex lives 2 hours away so they rarely see him (doesn't do parents evening etc and think he probably isn't around)

Hollyhocksarenotmessy · 14/10/2020 08:24

I was a single parent, son now grown up, and I just want to say you are all amazing and wonderful. It's often tough and relentless, hang in there through those times, and look after yourselves as well as your children. If you have no support, see if you can team up with another single parent. X

TheOrigRights · 14/10/2020 09:54

Thank you Holly

Today I feel pulled in so many directions.
I have a (virtual) conference at work, I really need to get out on my bike so I can complete a challenge I've set myself, DS really needs me as he's going through some tough emotions regarding his Dad, I need to do some work on a FB page I am admin for (a Run and Walk mental health initiative - it's important), lots of admin for my FIL for whom I have POA and on and on.

Then people tell me to make time for myself. Granted the bike ride is time for me, but I don't like having to shoe horn it in.

OhioOhioOhio · 14/10/2020 11:00

TheOrigRights

If you shoehorn your bike ride in I'll shoehorn in a walk for me today. We can be smug about it together. Who else is shoehorning today?

TheOrigRights · 14/10/2020 11:44

Ohio I've done it!
7.1 miles as fast as I could. I busted a gut trying to pass a fella and once I'd passed him I had to continue busting guts so he didn't pass me back!

Get thee out on your walk!

Sodamncold · 14/10/2020 11:53

@TheOrigRights

I recall you on another thread. Are you ok?

IHateTeething · 14/10/2020 12:34

That nursery always ring me first. They have his number he does pick ups and drops offs but it's always me they ring first.
Ohio I will also be shoehorning some me time in today despite having to catch up on the course I was meant to be doing today but couldn't as isolating with my DD who was sent home with temp yesterday (99% certain she is teething). Unlike the healthy options you and TheOrigRights have chosen I will be watching TV with a glass of wine or 2 this evening

TheOrigRights · 14/10/2020 13:01

[quote Sodamncold]@TheOrigRights

I recall you on another thread. Are you ok?[/quote]
pm'ed you Smile

Graphista · 14/10/2020 15:41

@Mintjulia oh yes! I've yet to meet a single woman who's deliberately got pregnant for all the "freebies" it's right wing tabloid bullshit!

Yes to family tickets only being for 2 parent families yep! Almost every special offer supposedly for families - never applicable to dd and I! Even ones for single parent families assumed you had at least 2 dc

@SuperCaliFragalistic 👍 I chose to ignore but well said!

@lostintranslation78 Yes, not all experiences are equal and things change too.

My ex, mainly due to me pushing and facilitating and paying, had SOME contact with dd when she was younger. But not consistently or reliably, I didn't dare not be home the whole time because there was no telling when he'd bring her back so I had less freedom when he had her than when I did! Eventually I could no longer afford to do this plus dd figured things out and wanted me to stop so she could see if he'd step up - he didn't, within a year she was lucky if he phoned! She didn't see him for several years until very recently when they've "reconnected" but he's expecting to just pick up where he left off and ignore all those years he ignored her, she is confused, hurt and yet wants to rebuild a relationship with him now as an adult. It's so hard.

I'm still really angry and hurt on her behalf and he hasn't even apologised to her. He's blaming me!

Telling her a shitload of lies which is confusing her further, as it happens I have various things which mean I can disprove his lies but she's not asked for those and has believed me when I've refuted them.

Also I've had some maintenance payments off him so I was very slightly better off at times than others, but this actually also caused serious hardship initially. When I first split from him and was on top up benefits, Cm was still deducted from benefits payments. So he'd pay something one month, dwp would assume he'd pay the rest in cash or later in the month and deduct accordingly. But they were actually deducting more than I was receiving from him. It also took around 3 months of no payments from him before they'd accept he wasn't paying so for one months part payment I'd lose 3-4 months worth of that amount from benefits. I don't have anyone else in a position to help us out so at this time I was frequently going without (food, clothes, shoes, not being home in winter when dd wasn't so as to save on lighting/heating) in order that Dd didn't...

And now he has the nerve to lie through his teeth about paying Cm, "trying" to see dd etc

My sister who I'm now nc with (for lots of reasons) has had a lot of support from my parents in the way of childcare (so saved a fortune in not only paid childcare but meals for dc etc), financial support, emotional support...

Which she really doesn't appreciate!

I'm expected to just cope. If I ask for any help I get 20 questions and "well if you really need me to..."

We've been let down so many times by my mum last minute including at times of crisis that I don't even bother asking any more - and mum plays the hurt card there too! Can't bloody win!

Brother also has not had anything like the support that sister has had. She's very much mums favourite and that crap has been extended to the grandchildren. Dd is the scapegoat and brothers kids the invisible ones and sis kids can do no wrong!

@Sodamncold but yes, there are many aspects that are preferable to being in a relationship especially a bad relationship!

I've a few friends I know their partners/spouses do sod all with the kids or housework wise, where finances are unfairly balanced etc but I don't feel able to comment unless they ask and even then it's tricky as the messenger is liable to be in the firing line!

Much easier on here when such people post and you can directly say to them "he's a lazy/selfish/abusive piece of shit leave him"

But generally by the time people are posting on here they're starting to think that way themselves anyway.

I am of course supportive when they reach that stage in real life too and I hope I advise them well based on my own experiences.

One friend had fallen out with me partly due to me being sick of seeing her put up with such crap, moan about it but never do anything about it, I reached a point I said to her I was always here for her but until she was ready to make a change I couldn't bear to hear any more about his appalling behaviour.

Around 6 months later she'd had enough and got back in touch. He'd blown a crazy amount of money on a poker game and left them short for school uniform for the kids. She'd had to borrow off her parents who aren't the easiest people to deal with.

Kids started school and she told him she'd had enough and they split. She came to me as she had no idea how to navigate cms, benefits etc (she was working part time mainly as he didn't want to pay out for childcare!) and she was also struggling dealing with his being erratic at best with contact.

I hope my advice was right, but we can never really know?

They seem to be muddling through co-parenting ok now although he's still not totally reliable on maintenance/contact she has reached a point she can manage her budget (she's now working full time but it's low paid not many jobs around here), and manages the kids and her own expectations re contact.

Another one when ex did sometimes see dd - not returning clothes and other items! So annoying! He acted like I was making a fuss over nothing, I couldn’t bloody afford to keep replacing stuff!

@GlummyMcGlummerson totally agree school WAY out of order there, I’d have taken that up with the head!

@Hollyhocksarenotmessy
well said! My dd is an adult but I'm still having to deal with exes bullshit as you can see up post

OhioOhioOhio · 14/10/2020 19:59

I did loads of annoying jobs but no walk, unless you count going to the fridge for wine.

claireyjs · 14/10/2020 21:09

That I have to do all the jobs like cutting grass, putting bins out, laundry, catching spiders etc or they dont get done...

TheFormerPorpentinaScamander · 14/10/2020 21:22

To all of those who have said about time alone to pee, having to build flat pack furniture alone, put the bins out etc...
It does get better. I've got 2 teens. They load and unload the dishwasher. They cook (generally only when I'm ill, I wish they would do more). They put the bins out. DS1 knows how to plumb in a washing machine and dishwasher. They both know how to work the washing machine and dryer. Change a fuse. Clean the filters. They are in charge of things going in/out of the loft. They build furniture.

It's never ending when they are small, but it does get easier.

ihaveanidea33 · 14/10/2020 21:40

I'm a single working mum to 2 year old in the midst of terrible twos. Never get any time for myself until 10pm.. Ex partner is a big waste of skin and air and doesn't see DD.. I have no friends or family near by either. Best friend has just had a baby. Her husband is doing the night feeds with baby whilst going to work full time.. Her mum also comes over every day to help her with cooking, cleaning and washing... Then she tells me she understands how tired I must be......... Smiling....through.... Gritted.... Teeth

user1491924338 · 14/10/2020 22:00

Fantastic thread. I feel far less alone in all this now. And good to hear a few versions of "It's never ending when they are small, but it does get easier." Fingers crossed...

JudyJ · 14/10/2020 22:32

People telling me I "need to let the non essential things go" when I'm feeling stressed - I literally only do the essential stuff and sometimes struggle to do that, I regularly skip dinner because I fall asleep from being so tired.

The crappiness of being lonely but also too ashamed to have people over because I don't have the time or energy to make my house look decent, people always say they don't care but it makes me feel so crap to see it through their eyes... it's not the way I'd choose to have it if I had any time where I'm not exhausted, and it's not the impression I want to give of our lives.

I do generally like being a single parent though, I have been from the start and I can't imagine it any other way. It just feels like one of those things where only other single parents can truly understand what it's like, to be bearing all the responsibilities all of the time.

ihaveanidea33 · 14/10/2020 22:45

I couldn't ever imagine being with a new partner and then disciplining my child... He'd probably lose some teeth!

puffinsseagulls · 14/10/2020 23:11

I couldn't ever imagine being with a new partner and then disciplining my child... He'd probably lose some teeth!

I know what you mean Grin

Just in case it helps anyone, you can pay people to assemble flatpacks. It's another thing to spend money on when other people don't have to * but I've done that for wardrobes, around £50 but I just couldn't physically manage it on my own.

  • A bugbear is paying for a babysitter for a school parents social and then when you get there another mum has inevitably dropped out because her husband wasn't able to get back from work in time Hmm
TeachesOfPeaches · 15/10/2020 07:19

@claireyjs I bought a spider catcher from Amazon as soon as I was on my own, it works great!

NellWilsonsWhiteHair · 15/10/2020 09:48

People telling me I "need to let the non essential things go" when I'm feeling stressed - I literally only do the essential stuff and sometimes struggle to do that, I regularly skip dinner because I fall asleep from being so tired.

Yes! I have no corners left to cut!

Bigx · 16/10/2020 03:41

Being awake at 3am crying to myself after an unsuccessful meeting with school (again( where they are failing him (ASD). Having to attend all of those meetings alone. No one to talk to. A constant bad back as he will not spend a whole night in his own bed and insists on inserting his limbs into my spine. The loneliness. Feeling like I am drowning constantly. Being told I must be happy to get more benefits because I have a disabled child. Being blamed for my child being disabled. Not being able to have nice days out due to his needs and because I don't drive because I can't afford to. Having to log shopping back from the shops on my own, making my back worse. Trying to deal with my own mental health problems whilst trying to stay calm and be patient with him. Constantly worrying about money. Having to cook dinner every single night. Having no family support. Not having a single night/day apart from him for 8 years. Being told I am "lucky" because I receive maintenance. I love my son, I wouldn't change him for the world, but right now I am exhausted, worn down and in a really dark place. I have to keep going though, because he depends on me and only me and for him I will continue.

Graphista · 16/10/2020 04:19

Oh bigx Thanks

I'm sure you're doing an amazing job.

Hope I'm not out of order as I have no experience with what you're dealing with.

Do you or could you look into getting a social/support worker to accompany you to meetings and to vent to? Or use helplines? I'm thinking more being able to talk to others who "get it"

Could you put pillows/duvet between the pair of you to cushion you from the limbs?

Could you get the shopping delivered?

Are you getting all you're eligible for? You mention disability benefits for him what about for you?

Are you getting support for your mh? (I too have severe mental illness I know it's not easy to access support but are you at least in process of?)

Is batch cooking so you're not cooking from scratch every night an option?

Please don't carry on quietly struggling, bug those people and agencies who are supposed to be helping and supporting until they do.

Have you posted in the specialised areas of mn asking for advice from those who know how it all works?

Don't beat yourself up you have got it super tough!

Just didn't want you to keep feeling alone so even though I've no specialised knowledge wanted you to "hear a friendly voice"

Bigx · 16/10/2020 09:27

@graphista

Thank you for your kind words.

We are currently under the service below social services, unfortunately they promised lots and have delivered very little. I'm tired of fighting for the help that he needs and that I need too. So many emails and phone calls and very little progress.

I've only got a double bed and he just can't seem to stay on "his" side, pillows in the middle would probably just end up pushing me on the floor! Last night he at one point was sleeping with his leg draped over me! He is a really active sleeper too. I'm wondering if I should start getting into his bed when he comes into mine.

With Covid deliveries have been really difficult, but this was something that I used to do. I also feel guilty taking away a delivery slot from someone who is vulnerable and shielding.

I keep getting told to apply for PIP but I just don't have the energy to go through the embarrassing assessment and intrusive questions, it's a humiliating process and I'm not strong enough to cope with that at the moment.

I am under the MH services (sorry to hear that you also have mental health difficulties, invisible but very hard to live with). I do also have an appointment with my GP next week, which is a good thing, hopefully there will be something that can be done.

We have a tiny freezer and no space for a second one so unfortunately batch cooking isn't an option, I must confess I do have freezer food for those days when I just can't stand in the kitchen cooking for an hour.

Thank you so much. I was having a really hard time last night/early hours of this morning, but I think it was my own fault. I expected a lot from the meeting and actually got very little. I struggle with getting my hopes up and then being disappointed.

Thank you

Also: never having anyone to make me a cup of tea! Do the washing up or just put a wash on. Those small things would be so amazing!

Itsnotalwaysme · 16/10/2020 10:03

As a single parent, I needed help when I came down with a sickness bug when my child was 5 months old. I asked a close family member for help, they said "what do you think everyone else has to do when they are ill with a child? Suck it up!"

When I replied you have a husband her reply was "well its not as if they help, ill do it this ONCE though"

I was baffled to be honest. I'll never understand the whole 'well I had to suffer so you should have to suffer too' mentality.

Sodamncold · 16/10/2020 10:10

@Itsnotalwaysme

As a single parent, I needed help when I came down with a sickness bug when my child was 5 months old. I asked a close family member for help, they said "what do you think everyone else has to do when they are ill with a child? Suck it up!"

When I replied you have a husband her reply was "well its not as if they help, ill do it this ONCE though"

I was baffled to be honest. I'll never understand the whole 'well I had to suffer so you should have to suffer too' mentality.

“Close family member”

Bloody hell.

Graphista · 16/10/2020 14:06

@Bigx I hope those few pretty vague words helped a little

I'm a vulnerable online delivery customer myself and I absolutely would not consider you unreasonable for using a delivery service. It's the ones who are perfectly fit and healthy with no other issues doing so I get annoyed at.

Pip - as you already have contact with the relevant department it should be relatively easy to get an appointment with a welfare advisor. That's what I do for benefits stuff. Yes it's time consuming but many assessments are being done by phone at the moment, might be easier for you to do it now than once covid stuff has settled?

I have a tiny freezer too - just 2 drawers, but I still use it for soup etc you can freeze stuff "flat" in freezer bags and that can mean you can store more, glad you have freezer stuff for less cooking days.

My heart absolutely went out to you. Had too many nights myself where I felt like there was no point to anything!

That time is always toughest as there's nobody you can talk to in real life cos they're asleep and most of the Helpline's are shut (I know they're mostly volunteers but I always think that it would be much better if Helpline's were open more when everything else is shut! When people don't have anyone to talk to)

I really hope you're feeling a bit better today?

I totally get what you mean about getting hopes up for a meeting/appointment and then being crushed when it doesn't meet expectations.

I've had that so much with the mh stuff, even started down formal complaint route but I just don't have the mental strength to push that further at the moment.

I was left for over a year with zero support, on meds that are SUPPOSED to be regularly monitored inc blood tests and at the most ill I've ever been. I've just started getting SOME support again (I think because of the complaint) but nowhere near enough. I urgently need the meds reviewed and I'm being told it's going to be probably at least 8 months until initial appointment.

@Itsnotalwaysme Yes I've had that happen several times too, same relative, I've stopped even bothering to ask for help now

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