Up until very recently (last night), I had a group of 4 very close friends.
I recently had an upset of a childhood (sexual) trauma that I've told no one about. One of my friends was here when this happened and I opened up to her, she was supportive and i felt great, lighter.
Last night we all meet for drinks and exchange gifts. We all exchange various supermarket vouchers and have done since our "babies" were babies.
She makes a comment about a paedofile arrest made near her and then says "surprised you don't know him Linda, you were paedofile fodder"
Other people laugh and start questioning me about what happened.
She has told them everything.
I being questioned in a bar. A crowded bar.
I have grabbed my things and left.
Took their things out of my car and left them on the kerb.
I have blocked them. Everywhere.
I have been to supermarkets and spent all the vouchers, put it all in the food bank.
Fuck them.