To ask if you would find it odd

[Dontknowwhy2]

Two siblings both mid/late 30s having never had a relationship, not even a casual boyfriend or girlfriend?

[pigeonpoo]

I wonder if it's actually that which makes you find it hard to believe anyone truly desires or wants you?

You've been somewhat conditioned by that experience to think that you can only expect intimacy by selling it with no feelings attached?

[Sandinmytoes]

Maybe that's quite relevant ?

[Clearoutre]

You sound quite unhappy and I'm guessing your Aibu is not at the heart of it.

You'll get where you want to be a lot faster by working on figuring out what is making you sound so defeated in your posts and creating peace in those areas rather than worrying about how other people view your relationship status...who cares what they think, what do YOU think?