Really sorry but put here for traffic.
I put it in mental health a couple of hours ago but noone responded.
I was going to kill myself , but just as I was about to take tablets, my partner walked in.
DP knows I'm having a hard time, but not this hard.
We spoke for abit, and cried together. DP now asleep and need to talk
(I added a symbol to a random thread to make sure name change had worked)