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to wonder if all first time new mums find it hard at some point to some degree?

296 replies

Ohnoredundo · 31/12/2011 21:10

Was having a discussion my cousin the other day (no children). Her best friend has recently had a baby (4 months ago) and I asked how she was finding it. "Great!" she said. "She thinks having a baby is easy and wants another soon." "Oh," replied slightly miffed and a bit jealous. I didn't know which way was up for the first few months of DC's life, but even so...to say it's easy? Really? I said that I thought all new mums find it challenging at some points, and promptly got my head bitten off: "Not everyone finds it as hard as you have...". Ooof. So is it just me? Or are there people who did find becoming a mum for the first time easy?

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igginezerscrooge · 01/01/2012 22:23

Better within marriage, Molly?! That's a whole other thread!

molly3478 · 01/01/2012 22:23

I have never got the reputation through work thing either. I never talk about what jobs people do with my friends really, its not something anyone I know cares about or brings up regardless of whether they are mums or not

NoHunIntended · 01/01/2012 22:23

What does it matter what they are on maternity leave from? Do you need their job description and qualifications in order to be able to judge them?

NoHunIntended · 01/01/2012 22:27

redundo, I hold DS with one arm, yank trousers down with other (I still wear my nice stretchy-waisted maternity jeans for this purpose!), hover, toilet, wipe with free hand, lid down with foot, flush, wash hand. He's never been placed on a public toilet floor.

igginezerscrooge · 01/01/2012 22:36

Nohunintended I don't "judge" the women either, I'm commenting on the switch from one identity to the "mummy" identity being all anyone is interested in - we are all a lot more than someone's mummy, someone's employee etc!
I think how involving your job is/was makes a difference to how you feel being away from it. If it was an all-consuming kind of vocational thing you are going to miss it more than if you just did it to pay the bills.

NoHunIntended · 01/01/2012 22:41

I didn't mean judge in a negative way, just as in a way to categorise someone. If someone did a vocational job, they are more likely to still be interested in their chosen field, and offer views accordingly. I have just always hated being asked what I did for a living. It is almost as bad as being asked what your father does for a living, and nearly as bad as being asked what your OH does! Like my DH's job somehow is meant to define me!

molly3478 · 01/01/2012 22:41

My job is a vocational job that I love but I just went back as most mums that I know do. Still dont think it defines who I am or is anything I talk about much with friends except work colleagues I doubt anyone else is interested tbh. I dont think it has to be all a mummy identity or a work identity I just see myself as me

Ohnoredundo · 01/01/2012 22:43

Except wiping a pooh with one hand and holding DS with other will surely leave skid marks: one more loss of dignity I really could do without! Ha!

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igginezerscrooge · 01/01/2012 22:52

Nohun very boringly DH and I do exactly the same job (how we met) so that probably does define us!!

working9while5 · 01/01/2012 22:53

Sorry maybe someone has said this and I missed it, but it seems to me that your childless cousin was relating that her friend was having a great time and you did an all-knowing "ah but it's actually REALLY hard" patronising bit and she snapped at you, perhaps because, well, she doesn't want to think of all the downsides all the time.

My grandmother told my mother as soon as she got pregnant not to listen to the horror stories other women tell you, that some women will do anything to highlight every negative aspect of being a mother to frighten you when you haven't been there yourself.

I found early motherhood absolutely amazing, absorbing, awe-inspiring, shocking if occasionally terrifying and overwhelming. It was unbelievable but also incredibly intimate and personal. Even now, only a mere two years later, even the hardest parts of it seem precious and make me ache for the transience of it all.

I don't think anyone can explain it to anyone else, and I often think that in trying, it very quickly sounds like whinging, moaning and competitive misery. I don't think that saying it's great is lying, I thought it was even though there were moments I sat over my newborn and sobbed because I hadn't a clue what I was doing. I think that's great, others think it's the worst experience of their life. It's individual, like everything else.

inspireme · 01/01/2012 23:01

I don't find it that hard at all but wouldn't say easy, but DS is a v happy easy going baby. Also everyone was saying how hard it is during pregnancy so I thought it would be a million times worse!

But I would never gloat about it as I think it's all down to DS so I take no credit for it, we just got lucky!

Even so we think we'll wait to DS is about three before we have the
next one as I think any less of an age gap would stress me out tbh and I really want to enjoy motherhood.

NoHunIntended · 01/01/2012 23:07

Grin @ iggin. Anyway! Best of luck with your pregnancy. Hope you find motherhood a breeze.

toptramp · 01/01/2012 23:09

For me it's the finality of it that I find daunting. When dd was born I swung from "I never want her to grow up and I want to bottle this moment forever" to "I can't wait til she's 18 so I can do xy and z again." Such as go to the loo in peace.

The baby stage is an all too fleeting bubble.

I was a bit of a wild child before dd and I'm glad she has settled me down a bit but I can't wait til she's old enough to come round India with me etc. I wouldn't take her now as I don't want her to have any more vaccines. At the same time it is so important to enjoy each stage as it passes.

Being a mum has taught me so much but I think I would have enjoyed it more within a loving marriage; almost certainly. I am glad that I did not have her in an abusive set up though. If I was paired up I may well have had a couple more.

Ohnoredundo · 01/01/2012 23:10

Working9while5....you raise very valid points. But I honestly didn't say it smug-faced 'ah she'll see' more 'She really wants another one? Now? Really? God I must be shit!'. Said cousin did quote Facebook status updates in evidence though...

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working9while5 · 01/01/2012 23:13

I had a massive hormonal surge at 4 months, SIL is having one at 3 months with dc3 now.. it is probably different for different people!

toptramp · 01/01/2012 23:14

Also I don't find the cleaning that comes with having a small child easy at all; it's pretty relentless housework imo. There are some things which I found easy about it ie; pregnancy, cuddles, baby groups, buying baby clothes (love, love, love it) and some things such as cleaning up toddler mess and discipline which I find hard and tedious.

working9while5 · 01/01/2012 23:14

Sorry hormonal surge that made me want another baby! It wore off!

Poley · 02/01/2012 00:56

My dd is just 5 1/2 months old now and I cant believe how difficult and life-changing parenthood has been. When I found out I was pregnant I was absolutely ready to settle down and be a mother, but it was STILL unbelievably hard when she arrived.
I found lowering my standards when it came to housework completely essential in lowering stress!
When she was a newborn I just remember crying and being so tired all the time. Dp has been a saviour through these times as has my mum and dad.
The 4 month growth spurt was hurrendous, I thought I was going to lose my mind and just cried all the time again.
Everything is much easier at the moment, she is finding her voice and eating and sleeping in a nice predictable manner :)
Im told once she is more mobile thens really the time to worry....

whethergirl · 02/01/2012 01:18

Oh god no, not the facebook updates, they make me cringe. "Spent all morning looking into my princess' eyes" and such cringe.

YANBU, I found it really hard. I think I would find it much easier if I had another one though, think I worried incessantly although the lack of sleep is enough to crumble anyone. I found the toddler phase tricky too. TBH it's only when ds got to school age that things got a bit easier! Blush

I remember being in a similar position, after being up half the night and trying to soothe a teething and irritable baby, some childless fecker telling me that their sister found being a mum really easy. I just replied "maybe she's doing something wrong then".

Bogeyface · 02/01/2012 01:34

Not just first timers!

The day after I had DC6 at 10pm the previous night, I remember looking at her crying and DH said (his first) "does she want feeding?" and I said "I dont know, I cant remember ANYTHING about have a newborn" burst into tears and went back to bed :o

It did take me a couple of weeks to get into the swing!

tvmum1976 · 02/01/2012 04:04

I found it shockingly difficult and I'm still trying to figure out why. DD is now 15 months and I'm finally finding being home with her an absolute pleasure and a lot easier, but it took a looooong time.
As I say, I find it hard to pinpoint the specific problem. sleep was a huge part of it- she was a terrible sleeper and I am very bad with no sleep. I had problems bonding. Breastfeeding was horrific (agonising, and she failed to gain weight, even though I had fantastic support and her latch was apparently great etc) I was still in a lot of pain from the birth etc etc. But none of that really got to the heart of what I found so hard. I think I probably had undiagnosed PND when I look back on it.

A big part of the problem was feeling inadequate about how easy everyone else seemed to be finding it, so when anyone asked me how I was doing, I usually said "great."

ThompsonTwins · 02/01/2012 07:17

'Tis a long time since I was a first timer 25 years but a) babies differ in temperament and needs and b) mothers differ in their abilities and levels of tolerance. My first was incredibly demanding (left me demoralised and exhausted) but thankfully my second was not. By the time the third came along I was much more relaxed.

Morloth · 02/01/2012 07:23

I find the first 6 months or so a peace of piss.

It is only once the little sods get an opinion I start to find it hard work, loved the newborn stage.

But I do everything I can to make it easy on myself. I don't give a fuck if the house is messy, I don't care if we eat weird stuff, I cosleep and breastfeed and carry them around in a sling and just crash out when the baby does. By the time I had DS2, DS1 was at school, so I just slept in the day when the baby did.

I probably get more sleep with a newborn than I do when they are older.

Scheherezade · 02/01/2012 07:25

I'm a new mum to a 3 month old. Motherhood is easy, it was the breastfeeding that has been the toughest part. It took him 5 weeks to learn how to latch and suck as he was early, I was expressing every 3 hours, nipples tore, there were so many nights I wanted to give up, but kept trying, and by week 10/11 we finally cracked it.

CailinDana · 02/01/2012 07:48

I think primary teaching prepared me well for motherhood. As a teacher I'd often only get to go to the toilet once a day. I rarely had any hot drinks and even if I did have one it was usually cold by the time I got around to drinking it. At school I spent the day organising 30 kids, many of them disruptive and prone to tantrums and I had to actually get them to sit down and learn something. Trips out were a massive headache and going to the toilet during them was just about impossible. By comparison organising one little easy going person, just playing with him rather than teaching him directly, having plenty of hot drinks and taking trips to shops and cafes where I could leave whenever I wanted really was quite easy. And fun. I think if I'd gone from my previous office job straight into being a mother I'd have cracked up.

It used to piss me off when my MIL said "Once you have kids you never have a hot drink again." I know it was just something for her to say but it's stupid things like that that make new mothers despair. So the last time she said it I replied truthfully that I'd never had so many hot drinks in my life as I've had since DS was born. That shut her up.

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