@Newernewist your doing so well, i was a crumbling mess, fair play to you. I had bottles/glasses everywhere in the house. My DH knew the extent to my drinking. Maybe yours in a bit of denial? I cant tell you how happy i am not drinking. No more guilt, no more 'is it too early?' do i have enough to get me locked? Where will i hide it all tonight? Will the kids see me? Ill just have 2 and put the cork back on (yeh right) DH will only think i started the red at 8! My 4 year old said to me a few months ago 'you always smell of beer Mammy' and i STILL didnt cop on I feel so bloody free.
Yeh sleep is a pain in the hole, 2 weeks it was before i woke up to my alarm. The feeling of going to bed sober, reading my kindle and zonking out knowing i was going to wake up fresh is worth the cravings. My kindle is my lifesaver for distracting me if i wake up with thoughts.
Definite improvement with my DH rupert. Slow but steady. Congrats on 19 days. It starts to fly by. You must have been stressed out to the hilt working all those months. Im not surprised you dont have energy, i wouldn't either working as hard as that, i am also waiting for it. I started a ton of vits last sat so hopefully they will kick in soon. Roll on school!!!
Hows the tooth ymna? Im in Ireland, wish i was in Scotland, my friends child went back 10th Aug, very jealous. All systems go for school next week.
Noel day 19 too [ smile]
Im off on the hunt for fever tree today and need to plan a nice dinner to look forward too. Im going to browse for some nice creams for my mush, need to start bring higher maintenance instead of a lazy sid that uses DHs manly potions!