Thanks @FuzzyPuffling @Dozymoo42 and
@TeaAndStrumpets it really is. Been trying not to think about it but didn't have a good feeling this time I think especially given some of my symptoms this year.
Weโve decided to aim for a short cruise again next year now Iโve got the all clear. Currently got a discount for one and an insurance discount so be rude not to use it! After the year weโve had, weโre in โ Sod it, lifeโs too shortโ mode! Have to do what I can, while I still can.