I didn’t believe in anything, other than it’d be nothingness after someone passes away.
Then my mum died in 2019 and something happened…several times, and continues to happen to this day, which has also been witnessed by others, so for me, I’m now a believer that something happens after death. The people who’ve witnessed this too also are bewildered believers too. No idea what happens. Whether it be a transfer of energy that can be controlled by the person who passed or something else, who knows. But I know my mum is sometimes with me.
So the thing… and this will be outing, but who cares… when mum first passed, I missed her death as I lived the other side of the world to where she died. I was beside myself and crying in my walk in wardrobe while putting clothes away. I looked up at the light and asked mum to give a sign if she is there. It flickered. So I was talking to a lightbulb for a couple of hours asking it to flicker once for yes and twice for no. I thought I was going insane and even told my DH that I think I’m going to need to be locked up because I thought I was talking to mum when it was more likely bad wiring or geckos or something.
Anyway, I showed him as an example and the light started flickering again. It’d never done it previously and only did it for questions I ask. At this stage I still didn’t believe.
But for the past almost 6 years now, and in front of many different people, many different lights, many different locations etc, I get the same result of the flickering lights. If I’m scared, lights will flicker. If I ask a light a question, it’ll always flicker once for yes and twice for no. Even right now. If something bad is happening (such as when I was giving birth and an emergency arose) the lights flickered above my hospital bed. It’s not just a quick flicker, it’s a full on light show. And if I ask a question, it’s a clear one flicker for yes and two clear flickers for no. It’s as though someone is turning the switch on and off.
Midwives, doctors, my children, my friends, my old colleagues and bosses have all seen this. I recently had a tooth removed (hence username) and while in the dentist chair the light kept flickering, which annoyed the dentist. I gave up trying hard not to believe it was something and now I just have faith that it is mum looking out for me like she promised she would.
I don’t think it’s a ghost, though maybe it is, but I believe it’s more of an energy that she is somehow able to channel. And that energy interferes with the lights and we found out by accident?
Anyway, it’s changed my mindset from ignorantly claiming there is nothing after you die, I now am open minded and aware that there is so much we do not know and aren’t supposed to know.
It looks even more crazy written down!