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I’ve been cheated on, but it’s so much worse.

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Mumbunmum · 10/03/2022 06:06

I’ve just found out that I’ve been cheated on by my Partner of 12 years.

We have 2 children together, a 7 year old Daughter and a 4 year old Son. We have a house together, everything together and we were due to get married in just under 11 weeks.

What’s worse is that it was with one of my best Friends and he’s been texting her, meeting her for over 6 weeks. Today is day 2 of all of this and I am crushed to pieces, I don’t know how I will ever cope. All I do know is that my heart hasn’t stopped thumping out of my chest for 2 days and I feel sick to the pit of my stomach. Please please help me, I honestly don’t know where to even begin and I’m trying so hard to stay strong for our two children who are just number one in all of this.

I’m so lost, hurt and I’ve been betrayed so bad that I can’t even get my head around it.

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Graphista · 12/03/2022 00:55

@ThumbWitchesAbroad my ex really is a piece of work! Thank you

@UniversalAunt I was SO caught out on the bloody overdraft! Hundreds he ran up and I got stitched for half of it by the bank when he didn't even spend that money on me or dd and it was spent after we split! I did get it back in the divorce - eventually so it was worth my while being married - ditto my half from the bank accounts and half the value of the car and other valuables he took and he was made to return the heirlooms. But that took YEARS. At the time he did it he left me with NO money NO transport and NO computer which meant I was screwed for even getting basics like groceries! With hindsight I maybe should have got a credit card but even that would have taken a few weeks at that point (turn of the millennium) and no guarantee I would have been accepted. I didn't even have anything to pawn! (Yep considered that) cos he'd even taken both wedding ring and my engagement ring.

You are using it to stop yourself from thinking about what your future looks like. And you do need to focus on that.

I agree with that actually

A piece of paper means nothing unless it's a legally drawn up (with solicitors) notarized agreement.

Yep!

My ex mil & fil absolutely went through my ex in the early stages, as did his siblings.

The only one that's stood by how they were then is his eldest brother - who I wasn't even very close to - who no longer talks to him even now.

Not just because of how he treated me but the lies he told to his own family (he told me the baby conceived while we were still married wasn't conceived until after we separated this was disproven when the baby was born full term and healthy etc - he had told his family the same lie, he also lied to them about paying cm, even borrowing off them supposedly to pay for it, and that I was stopping him seeing dd - on the rare occasion he did show up and didn't cancel last min he was drunk or very hungover. There was one incident where he could barely stand he was so drunk and he expected me to hand over dd to be DRIVEN by him to his mum and dads! They went nuts at me on that one until I pointed out the state he'd been in. Thankfully they knew ME well enough to know I wasn't the liar! He also lied it was me dragging the divorce out - ow was keen to marry asap being pregnant and he didn't want to so he sat on the papers and told them all it was me! Soon as I became aware of this I photocopied the tons of letters between my lawyer and his showing me chasing him to get a shift on - and even his own lawyers letters basically said "I've been on at him he's not getting back to me either") the brother also won't forgive the way ex has treated dd since the split. I did hear that it all majorly kicked off between him and ow re the divorce being dragged out the weekend I gave her those photocopies 

Do not tell him who you are speaking to, just stall until you have professional advice.

Regarding lawyers if you consult them before him, even if you don't hire them, he can no longer use them as it's a conflict of interest. So if you possibly can get as many names of the best lawyers in your area and meet with as many of them as possible!

In terms of choosing one, you want someone who is assertive, pro active and no nonsense - these types tend not to be the warmest most friendly in nature so be aware of that. You're not looking for someone friendly you're looking for someone who gets the job done!

My 1st lawyer was lovely...but very slow! I foolishly stuck with her too long. Then there was an incident where she almost messed up with a deadline and I decided enough was enough. So I got a recommendation for the 2nd lawyer - as I said not exactly warm and fuzzy but she got more done in a month than the previous one had in 12 months!

Ex went through several lawyers cos he wouldn't listen and expected them to do his bidding - regardless of the law or what a judge would consider reasonable.

He took me to court several times regarding contact cos he kept trying to get more - but then not showing up for what he had! And he kept breaching terms which meant he missed contact and even in some ways was treating dd neglectfully (and I mean in the borderline abusive sense - not feeding her etc) every time we got a different judge and then...he ran out of judges! We ended up with one we'd not only had earlier but one he'd raised his voice to! (Yep really!) this judge saw/read all the nonsense he'd been doing and also pretty much (albeit politely and in legalese) went through him! I'd had a discussion with my lawyer previously asking if I could request certain terms in the contact order to end all the mucking about - basically a 3 strikes rule! She said a judge wouldn't do that unless actual abuse was the reason - guess what! Judge went for it! Made it 2 strikes! Ex was incandescent! Actually shouted at the judge and stormed off! But he did "behave Mp somewhat reasonably for the following 18 months or so and then things deteriorated again.

Here's the maddening thing - he could take me to court for contact BUT I couldn't take him to court for not showing up etc. dunno if the laws have changed since then but that was the situation then.

This is what led to me nearly killing myself so dd saw her dad at all!

Awful

Op FANTASTIC you're getting your ducks in a row - keep at it, keep your cards close to your chest and don't give him an inch.

@MistySkiesAfterRain interesting that in both our cases it was the cheat that bad mouthed the other parent?

What's that about?

My dd recently reconnected with her dad she's made all the effort really, even now he's tried telling her utter bullshit - fortunately I'm a pack rat and I still have the court papers and emails etc. I was happy to send them to her to read if she wanted proof, her reply there was no need as she knows he's full of it! Next time they spoke (she tells me) she said that I had offered to send her all the documentation to read - cue him furiously backpedaling!

tkwal this is the thing they don't care about the repercussions for the kids do they?

Kuachui · 12/03/2022 23:14

Ive prayed for you that karma gets him

UniversalAunt · 14/03/2022 17:11

‘ Regarding lawyers if you consult them before him, even if you don't hire them, he can no longer use them as it's a conflict of interest. So if you possibly can get as many names of the best lawyers in your area and meet with as many of them as possible! ’

Oh yes @ Graphista, absolutely this as a tactical manoeuvre. I tend not to mention this as it exposes me as the callous hard faced annihilating bitch I really am 😀.

I got caught by this many many moons ago when I went to the local law firm & STBX has consulted them before me. So I had to find another firm. Worked out well for me as he went to the right-on trendy ‘worthy’ firm & I got the sensible local ‘hang ‘em high’ posse.

I’ve given that firm all my business since & steered friends ‘in shock’ into the reception many times.

Apologies to any solicitors frothing over this, but it is war…sometimes, maybe 😉.

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Graphista · 14/03/2022 20:32

I got the sensible local ‘hang ‘em high’ posse.

Excellent Grin

Mumbunmum · 15/03/2022 07:11

Hi everyone.

I’m on day 7 of the actual “I’m not in love with you anymore this isn’t going to work” and day 6 of finding out about the cheating with my best friend.

In regards to finances my ducks are in a line so that is no longer a concern of mine, I’m safe and sorted there. I’m struggling to come to terms with that one though so I would rather not talk about that on here - it feels very final and gut wrenching.

In regards to him and I, he is saying he cannot and will not cut her from his life, I’ve told him that’s very sad after 6 weeks of drunken encounters, 2 coffees at her house and WhatsApp messages, but I must admit, we met yesterday when he brought the Children back, and I don’t even recognise him.

He’s cold, emotionless and his words hurt more than a lot of this has.
I was telling him how I feel and why I’m struggling, I said please don’t come to the house every day because I DONT want to see you, I can’t.
He said “When you say that, are you telling me because it makes you feel better and your offloading, or are you saying it because you want to make me feel bad, because I am not the right shoulder for you to be crying on”….. it suddenly hit me that he has no regrets about what he’s done and all of a sudden, it hit me like a tonne of bricks and I thought… no I deserve WAY better.
So today is a new day, a fresh start and I will be strong for my Children.

Thank you for all of your replies. You are all amazing and your advice has been the best and most truthful I’ve received in 6 days. Thank you so so much from the bottom of my heart. X

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ThumbWitchesAbroad · 15/03/2022 08:04

I'm half sorry and half glad for you, @Mumbunmum. It's horrible to realise that he has mentally and emotionally moved on from you, and that he no longer feels he needs to care-take your wellbeing and emotions - but because he has, it will help you to move on as well, painful though it is.

You are no longer seeing the carefully curated version of him that was in place while you were a couple - he's letting show all the bits that were suppressed while you were together, because they didn't fit into your relationship, which is why he's no longer recognisable as your loving partner. That person has gone now.

You're doing fantastically well - stay strong, it will take time and you will have 2 steps forward and 1 step back as you go - but you will Get There and you'll be better when you do. Thanks

AwayInMyMind · 15/03/2022 09:44

You sound amazing OP. All this is so difficult - it happens to me, so I know the pain and confusion.

Everyone on here was shouting at me to be silent towards him - I couldn't do that because I was so angry and wanted answers. The answers never came, he won't provide them. I wish I'd stayed silent as its much more powerful than ranting.

Stop telling this man how you are feeling, write it here if need be. Protect yourself.

Mumbunmum · 15/03/2022 10:02

I will continue to rant on here if needs be and let out my emotions in that way.

There is also something I’d like to add, and although I’ve told my Mum this and she looked at me and was gobsmacked (She treated him like a Son so she’s felt like she’s lost him too) and said “I wonder if, and I’m not at all protecting him or taking even slightly his side if he’s having a breakdown”…. I was hysterical yesterday, in the kitchen his Mum had the kids so he could come and sort out some bits with me…. He said about the shoulder to cry on. At the end I did get angry and I said to him that he would never understand how I was feeling, at all. His reply to me …. “No I won’t, but I haven’t shat on you from the highest level, it’s bad yes, but nobody has died” it was then that I realised I had no recognition of the person that was standing in front of me. It was then I realised that there was no going back on anything at all, and that this was final, and so today I’m trying to keep positive and okay.

But I would like to ask you all, is that him attempting to try and make it sound like what he’s done is okay? Because I am totally mind blown by that one.

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Readytopop2022x · 15/03/2022 10:07

@Mumbunmum

I will continue to rant on here if needs be and let out my emotions in that way.

There is also something I’d like to add, and although I’ve told my Mum this and she looked at me and was gobsmacked (She treated him like a Son so she’s felt like she’s lost him too) and said “I wonder if, and I’m not at all protecting him or taking even slightly his side if he’s having a breakdown”…. I was hysterical yesterday, in the kitchen his Mum had the kids so he could come and sort out some bits with me…. He said about the shoulder to cry on. At the end I did get angry and I said to him that he would never understand how I was feeling, at all. His reply to me …. “No I won’t, but I haven’t shat on you from the highest level, it’s bad yes, but nobody has died” it was then that I realised I had no recognition of the person that was standing in front of me. It was then I realised that there was no going back on anything at all, and that this was final, and so today I’m trying to keep positive and okay.

But I would like to ask you all, is that him attempting to try and make it sound like what he’s done is okay? Because I am totally mind blown by that one.

Absolutely he is. Because it will make him feel better. Classic cheating behaviour. But he has shat on you from the highest level. A part of you has died as he's betrayed you and walked away from his family.
SpinningTheSeedsOfLove · 15/03/2022 10:08

Bloody hell, he's certainly not right in the head if he thinks that what he's done is relatively not that bad by comparing it to people dying. So what's he saying, 'it could be worse, I could have been responsible for a death'?

It makes no logical sense. I think you have to let him wallow in his own self-justifications and repressed guilt.

ThumbWitchesAbroad · 15/03/2022 10:13

100% that's him trying to get rid of any guilt he might have felt.
It's not that bad, no one's died, you'll get over it - he's basically now telling you that you have no right to be upset, because HE isn't upset, he's moved on and so should you. In his eyes, you being upset makes ripples in his firm self-belief that he's "done the right thing" - and he can't have that, he can't start feeling he's done something wrong/bad again.

This is all part of the Cheater's Script - minimise your hurt, re-write history to put them in the right, you in the wrong; anything to make them feel ok about what they've done, and paint you as the Bad One.

ThumbWitchesAbroad · 15/03/2022 10:14

ALso, no, it's not a breakdown. He's just a lying cheating scumbag. Sure, it might be mid-life crisis stuff, but fuckit, plenty of men get through their mid-life crisis WITHOUT shagging their wife's best mate.

Don't make excuses for him - he HAS shat on you and your family from a great height, and there are no excuses for that.

UniversalAunt · 15/03/2022 10:32

@Mumbunmum you are doing so well. You are still in shock & so much hurts like hell, yet you are making bold & brave progress as each day comes. It’ll be three steps forward & two steps back sometimes, but you are heading in the right direction & taking things in your stride as best you can.

You: ‘ Don’t come round here every day, I don’t want you here’
Him: ‘ But this & that, me me me, your fault your fault, me me me’
You: ‘ Don’t come round here,I don’t want you’
Him: But this & that, me me me….’
You: ‘I don’t want you’
Him : ‘But me me me …’
You: because you are not there, walked away, ended the call.

Just a matter of time 😀

UniversalAunt · 15/03/2022 10:56

“No I won’t, but I haven’t shat on you from the highest level, it’s bad yes, but nobody has died”

Well, where to start.

He has shat on you.
That’s enough.

Nobody has died - beg pardon?
He has slaughtered the love, trust & goodwill you ever had for him & torn your relationship apart with his bare hands.If nothing has died, why are you so hurt & grieving for what has been wrenched from you/lost?

He is a callous minimising gaslighting negging git.

Do not spend time in his presence ‘sorting stuff out’, he is using the time sat in your safe space to grind you down & hurt you further. At least, if you must meet up to discuss stuff, do it somewhere neutral where you can get up & walk away.

You really do need a solicitor.
I have heard what you have said about having stuff sorted out & that you are OK with that.

BUT honestly when I read further on in your post & how he treats you when you alone with him IN YOUR OWN HOME, I am back where I started.

You need a lawyer (preferably shit hot) who can independently & clearly scrutinise anything he mutters, utters & commits in writing or email. Obvs exercise some filters otherwise the fees will wipe you out!

Him: ‘I am not that bad. This scheme will work out OK. I’ll do right by you & the kids. I’ve always been a nice guy, you know that’
You: ‘ Send it to my lawyer, they’ll look at it for me’
Him: ‘But It’s all good, I done it myself’
You: ‘Lawyer’
Him: ‘ I used colour crayons..’
You: ‘Lawyer’
Him: ‘But I want to see you to talk about this, that & the other’
You: ‘Lawyer says mediation’
Him: ‘But…’
You: ‘Lawyer’

His game will improve & offers be more realistic once he has to engage with people who know more & he cannot mess about.

ThumbWitchesAbroad · 15/03/2022 11:05

I'm enjoying your "conversations", @UniversalAunt! Grin

isthismylifenow · 15/03/2022 11:35

Geez he is a piece of work...

No one has died.............?

Excuse fucking me.

But it is quite typical behaviour unfortunately OP. Still blaming others, he isn't accepting any blame. I know you have said finances are sorted, but I really do have to agree with Universal Aunt (whose convos and quite spot on) and that is just to take that step to cover yourself. His word is not trustworthy, he lied to your face for 2 whole months, please don't put trust into his word for financials.

Mumbunmum · 15/03/2022 12:10

Oh I’ve no trust so please don’t think he’s about to walk all over me. He is so so very wrong.

I sometimes need to keep hearing you all saying what your saying, because my nature is so forgiving, I am a very kind and generous person, but unfortunately for him he stood in the kitchen as cold as a block of ice, so therefore that’s how I’ve turned now.

We’ve said the ONLY messages are now to only be to do with the children, which have been for the last 2 days now, but today he’s messaged saying “Hope you have a good day”…. I’ve no intention of replying, my Mum has just said she thinks it’s because he’s missing me. Fingers crossed that’s exactly what it is, because as he starts to miss me, I’ve changed my whole tune.
What a sad life he’s about to have, all whist I intend to be the happiest and healthiest I’ve ever been.

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Graphista · 15/03/2022 13:30

So so sorry for his cold treatment of you that sucks doesn't it? Don't give him the satisfaction of knowing how much he has hurt you. Rant away here

Yea he's trying to salve his own conscience. He's not having a breakdown (my exes parents siblings thought he was at first as they also felt they were dealing with a stranger!) he's just suiting himself!

If the best he can say is "nobody died" then that obviously means it IS pretty damn bad what he's done doesn't it?!

This is all part of the Cheater's Script

Yep

Don't be drawn into friendly conversations by texts like "hope you had a good day" even saying you have can be used by him later to minimise the harm he's caused

You really will get through this.

Glad to have helped on practical side of things.

Mumbunmum · 15/03/2022 14:38

I’ve just read “the cheaters script” I’ve nothing more to say, than…. WOW. Shameful!!!

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implantreplace · 15/03/2022 14:43

Op

Have you secured a kick ass solicitor yet?

implantreplace · 15/03/2022 14:44

Because the danger with what you’re doing on this thread ie lots of support and discussion, is that you take your eye off the ball.

He won’t though. Not when it comes to money.

RealRaymondReddington · 15/03/2022 14:52

Second that you need a fantastic solicitor. He made a lot of promises to you that he has clearly broken, don't make the mistake of thinking he won't do that with money. He definitely will try to. Also, he isn't that good a father or he wouldn't have done anything to put his children through this chap. Fortunately they are lucky to have you and you sound like you are being amazingly strong for them. Do take time for yourself though, your future will be so much better for not being with this idiotic weak man.

implantreplace · 15/03/2022 14:56

I have said from page one
It op just said that she was sorted financially and all had been signed off

Which makes her need for a solicitor even more critical because even without knowing any details - it’s most definitely not sorted this early in the process

AcrossthePond55 · 15/03/2022 15:00

Wow!!! It's really all about him isn't it? How dare you make him feel responsible for his despicable actions? How dare you want to 'burden' him with your pain and hurt? How dare you not let him skip off into the sunset guilt free to his 'new life' leaving you saddled with the remnants of his old one? Why, how very dare you!!!!

Sounds to me as if you are starting to shed the overwhelming sadness and move into the anger. This is GOOD!! We are taught that it's 'not nice' or 'ladylike' to be angry. That we need to be 'kind and forgiving' and not 'cause problems'. Well let me say this loud and clear.......Fuck.That.Shit!! Dig deep down, find that burning anger. Burning things generate heat and heat generates energy, energy generates momentum. And that's what you need now. Momentum to move forward.

My cousin's cheating exH was also treated like a son by her mother. In fact, he really was better to my Auntie than her own son was. When my uncle died, cousin's exH was the one who helped Auntie get through all the things she needed to do. Her sense of betrayal a year later when he was found out cheating on her daughter was almost as great as my cousin's. She gave him a HUGE piece of her mind and told him she'd never speak to him again, that he was dead to her. And she didn't. If he came to cousin's house whilst Auntie was there, she stared at him with a face like thunder and said nary a word.

Mumbunmum · 15/03/2022 15:15

In regards to the legal stuff I am very much sorted now. But that is the one thing I am struggling with talking about even on here because that’s when everything became so final , after 12 years of a life with the person. So thank you for your advice in regards to this. I am sorted in that dept.

Above, yes your correct, I suppose I am moving to the angry stages, I am beginning to realise that he’s not treated me like this in 12 years and that’s not only killing me but is enraging me.

I’m beginning to believe more and more now that by him picking all of these problems out about me, and telling me “he isn’t in love with me” was just all a huge cop out for the fact he knew he was going to get rumbled? Would we all agree. Because I’ve heard from various people that he’s saying there are now TWO SIDES TO THE STORY??????? 😂

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