My husband died suddenly today

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And I don’t know what to do. It has not sunk in yet and I only know it happened at work around noon.
I don’t know if there is anyone up to talk to I just feel I need some human contact

Hi, I’m so sorry for your loss I just caught up because I’m newer than your post but honestly I would follow your heart. If you want him at home no one will judge you for doing a memorial stone, I know I’d feel the same. What does your heart say do? What does your son want, or do you think he wouldn’t understand properly what you were asking? (Just because I have a 13 yo and I don’t think he would be able to answer me either)

My son is leaning towards keeping him home.
I still can’t get used to not having him around. We went to the theatre last night, it was covid postponed from 2020 and we had got 3 tickets so there was a spare seat next to us and the rest of the theatre was packed. It was so glaringly obvious that he was missing and it made me feel sad again
I Honestly don’t know what’s for the best. I am so conflicted

Try and not rush yourself. It's ok to be undecided. Perhaps you can lean towards an option that leaves yourself open to changing your mind in a years time.