Why are you awake?

[JustStayHome]

Just that really.

Its 5.40am on Easter Saturday (If that's even a thing)

I'm currently shielding, so I'm waiting for a shop to go online at 6am so i can order some things i need...

I should of gone to sleep, and set my alarm for 6 but just kind of accidentally stayed awake.

What's everyone up to?

@foolishwife I don’t like your username because if anyone is the fool he is, you should change it to wifeofafoolishhusband.

I can’t imagine the pain you are in right now. As well as the most monumental betrayal you are suffering a bereavement for the life you had and the future you were supposed to have. But try to think that if you carried on it would have been based on a lie and you deserve so much better than that.

Have hope that this visceral pain will not last forever. Take it one hour at a time. Call on your friends (FaceTime etc) let them gather around you and support you with love. They will be desperate to help once they hear.

I really feel for you. Take enormous good care of yourself and your children. Remember, one hour at a time.

@Flibbertyjibbit Definitely, silver lining :)

@Justgivemewine 💐

@KingaRoo Food poising? Hope you feel better soon

@SheilaTakeABow
Hope you managed to sleep a little bit and hopefully today is a better day for you and you feel better soon 💐

@crosser62
So sorry you are struggling.
Hope the next dew days you get lots done and hope Sunday bis successful for the other thing 🍰☕

@Peridot1
I haven't seen a plane for weeks....

@HowManyWoodChucks
So inconsiderate.... Hate people like this

@Jessikka
Ah, congratulations 🍾🥂👶

@marblesgoing
Ah, hope you managed to get a few hours and hope your husband has a safe day back at work..

@FoolishWife

I'm so sorry....
Theres alot of people on here that can talk to you, day and night.
Maybe make your own thread (if you havent already) as you will get tons more responses.
Just try and focus on you right now. And not him. You deserve so much more
Im so sorry this is happening to you 💐💐💐

@Deathraystare
That's a tad early... Did you go back to sleep 😴

@HowManyWoodChucks
Talks alot of sense. Lovely comment 💐

@foolishwife 💐

@FoolishWife what an idiot he is

You'll get through this

@FoolishWife I'm sorry what a shitty time for you.
And agree with everyone your not foolish wife. He's dickhead husband.

I've got about 4 hours. Just about to shower to wake myself up and start home schooling for the morning with a stroppy pre teen 🙄

Gonna need lots of coffee.

Also trying to get back into fasting so nothing is going in my mouth until at least 2.30pm. That's going to be difficult as I'm already starving.

Thank you all for your kind words. They tealky heloed. I was at hat middle of the night terrifyingly lonely and sad point when everything seems the worst it can be. Your kind wordsmade me cry which was a good thing because I couldn't but needed to.

Yes I think it might have been food poisoning but my husband ate the same thing and he's fine. But we had salad so maybe I just had a dodgy part of the lettuce and he didn't? How long do you think I need to keep away from my DC? My DD is really missing me and sad

@KingaRoo

With food poisoning, You really don't need to stay away from her

What is everyone up to this evening?

Iv just booked a Tesco in...

And laying listening to music, don't feel tired at all, but thinking of making some cereal. I'm hungry.....

Anyone else awake?

Work thoughts, a thousand work thoughts just screaming around my head constantly.

Gaaah

I ate too much hallumi and feel ill...also v stressed about an important Skype call tomorrow