I can identify with you all so much, and as depressing as it is for us all, thank you for starting this thread as I know I’m not alone!
I started here about a year ago, I’m in an office on my own, in charge of a small development, there is very little to do, but what I do have to do is very challenging and I have had very little support or training, as the rest of my team (based elsewhere) are so exceptionally busy.
I feel completely demotivated, I’m losing confidence in my abilities and my mental health is suffering. . .but, the hours are perfect, the pay is good and there is no competition for annual leave, so I’m guaranteed to get the leave that I want.
I can go days without having anything to do at all, which wrecks my confidence and self worth, then will get something to deal with and panic that I can’t do it because I’ve lost my confidence, it really is a vicious circle; but as it is the perfect job on paper, I’m reluctant to look for anything else - plus I don’t think I’d have the confidence to look at the moment.